itsssss frrridaaayyyyy !!!

today is my 3rd day of noon shift,
i gotta work from wed all the way till next thurs
before getting my offday on fri .
super super tiring !
i sooo pissed with electrical devices around me !
my N97 with the broken lines on the screen,
my super duper lag PC with slow access to internet
and keep on prompting for windows software.
damn irritating !

okayyy,
wat i gotta do on a friday night ?
club ? prawn ? movie ?
no idea !
felt like watching FD 4 but i'm scared !
need to find a brave hunk to watch with me , wahahahaha !

back to work, and await for the clock to strike 9 !

i gotta get back to my stirct diet !
felt tat i had gain quite a few pounds back !

a night @ the night safari with him , jolene and irwan .
we went late and gave zoo a missed.
this is the 4th time i went to night safari since 2oo9. LOL !
i could even memorised what's the next animal
when we're boarding the tram.

thanks for accompanying me even thought u're damn tired
i can sense the tiredness of sleeping only for 2-3hrs a day
from ur teary, tired and restless eyes
i was so happy when u held my hands while
we stroll down the path towards night safari
this kinda feeling was long lost back then . . .

dinner @ pasir ris sakura with jimmy + esther ,
adrian + clara , ah boy + siambu for girlgirl's
pre bday celebration
finally able to see my cute lil clara !
dinner was fun if only without the "extras"
sorry for not staying after dinner,
i was tired and simply do not have the mood to do anything
i promise that i will make up for u !
sorry my dear girl, i hope that u'll enjoy the dinner last night

i'm gonna concentrate on my life
what i gotta do and what i wanna do
been sucha good girl lately,
went to work every single day since 1st August
home or slack with sisterhood and slept early

many goals and dreams to be fulfilled

- class 3 licence
- class 2B licence
- slim down to my ideal weight
- full attendence to acheive my smiley faces
- get my LV damier neverfull
- to forget all unhappiness and start afresh !

its been 5days
finally, i let it out
not to tolerate any longer
tears might be flowing
but i guess, this time, it wont be long

forgetting every single thing
every single word and every places
erasing off from my memory
right back to where u've started

thank you and goodbye ~

genting trip coming up

11th 12th 13th Sep

We're still deciding to stay in which hotel.
Either 1st World or Resort
Resort definitely will be more expensive but
we're able to share 4pax per room
whereas for !st world, only maximum 3 due to
the limited space in the room

not spending much on lodging but more on gambling !
LOL !

dear sisters, pls gather asap to discuss on this matter !

09/08/09

prawning with bong, yunnie, where, carrot at Shi Wai, Jurong West, Japanese Garden
no luck !
manage to catch around 9 prawns from 10pm-1am
bong and carrot left 1st, so the 9 tiny mini prawnies was
divided by the 3 of us.
meet dearie aftermath and went to JB
pump petrol, car wash, ate wanton soup and lok lok .
back to spore ard 5am
home, bathed and slept ard 6am
all the way till the next evening 7pm
this is how we spend our 3 monthsary together !

10/09/09

my official offday !
intend to go to Bencoolen for praying with bong
but i woke up late !
was told tat they're going to prawn , again !
but this time round @ Bishan !
they are prawning further and further ! LOL ~
dear fetch me to join them at around 10plus
prawned till 0125 and i managed to catch more than
10 prawnies ! wow ! a great acheivement !
divided and each got back 6 prawnies ~ hahahahaha
mummy gonna nag again, she keeps on
complaining that the prawn had got big head
but small body ! haha
it will become super tiny after cooked !
my cute mummy !

bong and girlgirl both says that i'm being very emo nowadays
they both were the cloest to me !
they totally understand how i feel
however, i had completely no idea since when i'd became so emo
i guess i had been thinking too much recently
work, family and r/s .
burdens and burdens adding on to me
i need to relax !
there's so much i wanna say but so little that i can speak out
i am all along adding stress to myself
a tough deicision for me to hold on or let go
i have to decide all by myself and once decided, i cant regret
i'm not going to behave like this anymore
i wan back the former me !
the happy-go-lucky chick !
dear frens, pls wait for my return and meanwhile,
ur support is all i need !

i had applied the leave for our genting trip on sep !
hope that it will be approved !
i need a break ~

swop to my old CPU and i found all these classic pics !

ME !

do i look very different ?

tempted and off we went to powerhouse on friday night.
i rushed home after work @ 9pm, bathed and prepared.
cabbed down with zw to meet up with carrot and yunnie @ st james
we reached at around 10.50pm, headed to dragonfly 1st as there's an event going on
@PH and will only end around 11plus.

dragonfly was damn damn packed !
we took out our balance and the only place they gave us was at the counter,
with ppl walking pass every single sec,
was damn pissed ! we drank 1 glass each
and went back to powerhouse as its 11plus.
found a table and took out our bottle again.
imagine the 4 of us, to finish
1 black label, 4 shots, 1 jar long island, 2 flaming lambo
in 3hrs plus.
as expected, carrot KO 1st and we intend to go off around 3am.
cabbed to send carrot home and
i went to find cindy as promised @ dbl o with zw.
reached and went to living room as dbl o closes @ 4am.
i swear that it will be my 1st and last time @ living room !
the place is full of angmohs and the songs they spin is all trance music.
we self entertained each other and dragged till 6am.

best part is i gotta work @ 8.30am later on.
i told myself tat i need and must go to work !
i had set the alarm but my hp's batt went flat before i could wake up
in the morning.
i gave work a miss again !

woke up around 3 in the afternoon,
i went to Jasper's hse for mahjong session @ Jurong West.
won $10plus and reached home @ 7am.
relax and peaceful sat night !

my com is going berserk !
i need some backups !
no pics for the time being !