29/07/09

it is my off day !
cindy jio go play mahjong with jasper's frens @ CCK
me and cindy share one place,
won $35, $17.50 each.
home around 4am and good night

30/07/09

worked till 9pm,
went over to mok's gf, elene place for mahjong
with van, straight after work.
homed, bathed and sleep.

31/07/09

work again !
shall be meeting carrot, yunnie and geek for
sheesha session tonight @ arab street.

this shows how bored and simple life i'm leading these few days,
sisterhood is always busy with their work and things.
i didnt know who else can accompany me so
i seek companion from my ex and present colleagues.

UPDATED !

Work

been very stressful nowadays.
no more mc leave for me and
i'm only left with 2days of leave.
it had been confirmed that we'll be moving
to paya lebar during beginning of sep.
i'm still pending if i should continue with this
job and followed them from west to east every morning
or should i change to anther environment to start
all over again ?
times are bad, i know.
getting a job with a sufficient and acceptable salary is
much difficult than the past.
however, do i have the determination to
travel all the way frm west to east every morning
even before the sun rises ?

Family

grand aunt's funeral had all been set.
the wake lasted for 5days @ rivervale crescent.
tiredness had exhausted me thoroughly.
i gotta work, attend the wake and slept late
tiring, but worth it all for the sake of grandaunt.
may u rest in peace and bless us in whatever way u can.
thanks and i misses u alot !

Sisterhood

nothing much, slack @ plaza,
didnt had the time to meet them often
as i'm a workaholic now ! LOL
no choice, but will be waiting for
our next st james trip to finish the bottle.

am too engrossed into "超級星光大道第五季 " as intro by mok,
beginning he was sitting beside me laughing as he watched,
i asked, wat's so funny and he gave me the link to watch.
right now, i'm the one laughing even louder beside him.

~ i wish i wish i wish ~

BBQ celebration on 11/07/09

here comes my cake ~


as u can see who's doing their job and who's the extras who stand there take pic only



eat and eat and eat


cook and cook and cook for the eat and eat and eat


i'm soooo happy


my beautiful cake ~


DHL group ! former starhubbers


current starhub group !


Destiny's Child


some of sisterhood


Eugene's family


my one and only


i wish for the best for my cloest frens and family


*twist*


hahahahahaha ~


yen bring her homework here lor ! wat roxy roxy


zhumama & zhupapa


full squat !


sisters forever ! thanks for being there all these yrs


mini celebration under my blk.
sisterhood, family, colleagues and frens were present.
although it rained abit, but the weather was still fine.
thanks to my technicians who finished my liquor
slack around 1am and we call it a night !

Some of the pics at Sabai on 10/07/09

zhupapa zhumama cousin jolene & angela


short of zhumeimei, next yr den bring her club


dunno whether its her bdae or mine, all pics are of her !


bong where carrot & geek ! i love geek's face


kup ~


see ! i'm sooo excited ! know why ?


cus , he's here !



candid shot by ms yunnie !


i didnt even know i took this !

BBQ celebration was a success.
Sisterhood full squad was present !
my 21st bdae celebration came to an end.
was at dear's hse for the past 5days.
brought me to ECP, Iluma to catch bear bear.
we had been spending heavily catching the bear and tshirts !
time to save our money instead of spending it like tat.

it wasnt a happy and wonderful 21 for me.
there are somethings which i couldnt get over and
somethings which i couldnt get rid from my mind.
i hope that all these would come to an end.
i wouldnt wan to spend all my days in tears.
i wanna be happy.
deep down from my heart.

carrot's bdae celebration tmr.
planned to have dinner @ Cine,
no programmes after tat.
will be deciding where to head on the spot.
happy 21st to us !

the long awaiting day has arrived !

it's finally friday ! the drink drank drunk night !
will be held @ Sabai (hopefully the underage guys manage to sneak in)
if not will have to relocated to other clubs.
had informed daddy and mummy to be present as well.
hope dad will not change his mind last min,
no fun without him drunk ! haha !

tmr will be the BBQ session ! almost 90% of the preparation done ~
majority of those invited will be attending.
but still, i'm not happy.
there's this person whom i wants her presence more than anythin else.
somehow, she knew it, but she choose not to turn up.
i wanted to apologise in person but i dun think i'll get the chance
my bdae wish will be as simple,
hope sisterhood will nv break our sistership as we had
planned to drink kopi and go market together when we're in our 40s.

if u happened to see this post,
pls note tat i'm truly sorry,
i still hope to return to the past
all i want is ur presence tonight and tmr !
we had planned this together ,
the day had finally arrived.
it wont be complete with ur absence.

i'll just take things step by step.
too much for me to handle all my emotions now
esp after seeking advice from ah jhan ek.
i dowan all these things to happen.
if all these gonna happened after my 21st,
i rather not celebrate it !

meanwhile, i just hope miracle will happen after 14th July.
i know i shouldnt felt so down,
but i'm already looking at the very positive side !

I HOPE THIS WILL BE THE

LAST

AND

FINAL

TIME !!!

7days to drinking celebration

8days to BBQ celebration

11days to actual Birthday

seems like its gonna be a happening month of July for me !

was busy with the invitation list as many had not confirm their presence with me.
food and beverages was then, not confirmed as well.
venue for night outing for friday ? i dunno !
things seems to be so confused at the moment.
i wanna get all things done asap !
i wouldnt wan a last min celebration.
i wan everything to be well organised.

well, had mentioned to dear tat i wan a Batam or Bintan 2D1N trip on 13-14th July.
not sure if he would notice it.

lalalaaaa ~ ~ ~