the long awaiting day has arrived !

it's finally friday ! the drink drank drunk night !
will be held @ Sabai (hopefully the underage guys manage to sneak in)
if not will have to relocated to other clubs.
had informed daddy and mummy to be present as well.
hope dad will not change his mind last min,
no fun without him drunk ! haha !

tmr will be the BBQ session ! almost 90% of the preparation done ~
majority of those invited will be attending.
but still, i'm not happy.
there's this person whom i wants her presence more than anythin else.
somehow, she knew it, but she choose not to turn up.
i wanted to apologise in person but i dun think i'll get the chance
my bdae wish will be as simple,
hope sisterhood will nv break our sistership as we had
planned to drink kopi and go market together when we're in our 40s.

if u happened to see this post,
pls note tat i'm truly sorry,
i still hope to return to the past
all i want is ur presence tonight and tmr !
we had planned this together ,
the day had finally arrived.
it wont be complete with ur absence.

i'll just take things step by step.
too much for me to handle all my emotions now
esp after seeking advice from ah jhan ek.
i dowan all these things to happen.
if all these gonna happened after my 21st,
i rather not celebrate it !

meanwhile, i just hope miracle will happen after 14th July.
i know i shouldnt felt so down,
but i'm already looking at the very positive side !