i am a loser.
i regret everything that i've done.
why am i behaving this way?
why cant i just let everyone happy?
i know i've let u sisters down.
all of u have stood beside me no matter how many mistakes i've made.
supporting every good or bad decisions which i've made.
encouraging me but end up disappointing u all again and again.
i'm a failure in relationship and frenship.
once again, i made u sad.
i just cant forget the past with him.
everywhere i go, reminds me of him.
why! why is this so?
why am i regretting again?
just what do i wan?
i do not want to hurt anyone but
every decision which i made hurt everyone.
i hate myself for being so selfish.
i really hate the feeling i had now.
i cant turn back time.
wat mus i do now?
i need time to think over and over again.
i need to cool myself down
i need to ask wat do i really want in life.
why am i breaking the promise which i made?
i seek forgiveness from everyone which i've hurt.
my sincere apology to all.
i should have isolated myself and reflect.
i'm sorry.