ITS PAY DAY & BONUS DAY !!!

but i aint happy at all.
i have to clear lots of debts.
i need to give mummy, meimei's n lvl exam fees, PUB bills . . .
in the end, i'm only left with my monthly gross salary to spend.
spoiled Baybee's mood to buy our couple gucci wallet.
i'm sorry baybee, but i promised to save alright?
will definitely get it before the end of 2oo9 ok?

sometimes i will stood down and wonder
why am i shouldering such a heavy burden to support the whole family
when i'm only 21?
why are all my frens who is also 21, able to spend like nobody business &
need not care abt the financial problem in the family & still,
hands out for cash from their parents?

i know i can't compare but there's always a time when u will
sit at one corner and be in deep thoughts
thinking wat's life?
to earn then to give alot and spend a lil?
to forsake buying the things u wanted most?
to reconsider & reconsider after i caught my eyes on something?
to think that i overspent after spending only a few dollars?
wat is money? y money has to affect our daily lives?
Y do we have to work for money and not money work for us?

toddlers, i envy ur carefree,
kids, i envy ur naive thinking.

i wish to be young again !