FRIDAY - had to work full shift till 2100hrs today and Baybee is booking out at 2130 hrs.
i had missed him so much, how i hope i could meet him after my work, however, i need to work tmr morning at 0830. If i'm meeting him tonight, which means i have to stay over at his place, which means i've gotta wake up at 0630 to catch the train, or wake up at 0730 to cab there and spend around 2obucks. I cant afford to spend money again. Baybee and I had promised each other to save money for our couple Gucci bag and wallet. I can't let him down but i miss him. what should i do? BAYBEE~ pls advice me...

today is the 2nd day she didnt contact me at all. I felt so weird. This kinda feeling had been harrassing me since i let out those harsh words to her. Maybe somehow she had played an important role in my life and is someone so close to me without me relising. I think i'm being too used to put up with her nonsence and her attitude, but when things happened suddenly, her presence is being missed by me somehow. i just felt so awkward throughout the whole of yesterday and today. Thinking back, without her by my side when i'm down, i wouldnt have the strength and courage to stand up again so fast. The reason y i blog so frequent nowadays is that i hope she will read all these entries that i've wrote for her and know how i felt deep inside. I really treasure the sistership with you all these while but i think it will eventually end soon. Even though i admit that i'm harsh, but tat doesnt mean that i'm in the wrong. Maybe u know what i mean and IF u would reflect on yr attitude, that would definitely be the best. Afterall, i just hope that time incident will eventually be gone and we will return back to normal. =)

Alright, change topic !

I miss my monkey and clara, its been a long long long long time i hasnt been visiting her. I'm sorry my dear, i think i really should take some time off just for the both of u. Will be visiting my 2 gems real soon ~ i really mean real soon!!! *girlgirl knows how to play left 4 dead! haha. shall tag team with her to shoot vampires*

Another sad thing is tat, Hui's last hearing will be on 10th March which is her 21st bdae. I think they're really being very mean to her. there is only a 21 yrs old in the entire lifetime, can't they just close one eye? Will be visiting her on 9th March, seriously, i dunno how to start a topicwhen i see her on tat day. Just imagine from close sisters and will meet and club or have fun together every night to complete strangers who didnt communicate with each other for about 1yr plus. But still, i hope to see her after such a lenthy period.

I'm really very poor now !!! pls bless me to strike 4D or ToTo !!!
Den can buy bag bag and wallet for Baybee and myself !!! Wahahahahahaha