today's event :

1. meet baybee after work
2. shop around @ vivo
3. wait for sisterhood to arrive and club @ St James
4. home around 1plus.

quite a bored saturday. headed to AMK around 1plus as the rest of sisterhood went to dragonfly. baybee was quite pissed with the crowd at PH and moodless to continue the night so we left early. meeting girl girl and clara tmr.

clara ~ i'm coming ~

ITS PAY DAY & BONUS DAY !!!

but i aint happy at all.
i have to clear lots of debts.
i need to give mummy, meimei's n lvl exam fees, PUB bills . . .
in the end, i'm only left with my monthly gross salary to spend.
spoiled Baybee's mood to buy our couple gucci wallet.
i'm sorry baybee, but i promised to save alright?
will definitely get it before the end of 2oo9 ok?

sometimes i will stood down and wonder
why am i shouldering such a heavy burden to support the whole family
when i'm only 21?
why are all my frens who is also 21, able to spend like nobody business &
need not care abt the financial problem in the family & still,
hands out for cash from their parents?

i know i can't compare but there's always a time when u will
sit at one corner and be in deep thoughts
thinking wat's life?
to earn then to give alot and spend a lil?
to forsake buying the things u wanted most?
to reconsider & reconsider after i caught my eyes on something?
to think that i overspent after spending only a few dollars?
wat is money? y money has to affect our daily lives?
Y do we have to work for money and not money work for us?

toddlers, i envy ur carefree,
kids, i envy ur naive thinking.

i wish to be young again !

turn off wed !

why do accidents always happened everytime we clubbed?
why is there always somebody to get drunk?
why can't we just dance throughout the whole night with all our fav songs?

this wed happens to be baybee's off day. he booked out at 9am and headed home while waiting for me to knock off at 6pm. met bee at Vivo and he will be clubbing with his sec school fren, JiaLe @ Zouk before coming to find me at PH.

Bong, PY & Ainah will be going to Dragonfly while ZW & me will be PH-ing.
1x Tiger tower @ Dragonfly, 8x breezer + 4x tequila pop + 1 jug vodka lime @ PH.
Alex, Benji & Cai Cai came to PH to wait for bee too.
After all our drinks at PH, we went to dragonfly to finish the tower.
Proceeded back to PH with the drunkard rocker ainah and bong's rubberbanded heels. LOL
Poor bong had to drag her feet all the way from Dragonfly to PH, cannot shake at dancefloor, cannot walk to toilet, cannot stand too long. hahahahaha. should have take a picture of her rubberbanded heels. All thanks to ainah for stepping onto her feet.
Bong finally cannot take it anymore, they decided to balek kampong @ 1plus. poor me had to head down to Zouk to find tat NS man who is still enjoying @ Zouk !
Upon reaching, he is already half gone, called A B C, they had longed left from PH to Zirca when i'm at Dragonfly.
Being left without any choice, we went back to AMK and play mahjong with Zhou Gong.

i jus hope tat we can one day club without any accident, without any drunkards, without "anybody" accompanying "anybody", without "somebody" wearing heels and we can dance all night long with our favourite songs. IS TAT OK SISTERHOOD???

alright! will be looking forward to our Genting trip. its time to take some break.

06/03/09 - Friday

Alright, i did went over to meet Baybee after work @ AMK!
I really miss him damn damn much la. We caught the thai thriller "Coming Soon".
Wasn't as thrilling and scary as the advertisement. Just imagine i can watch with an eye open! Which means tat the movie isn't as frightening or maybe to others, its not scary at all. LOL.
I think my sisters knows best what will happen if i got frightened in the movie theatre. =)
Went back to Baybee's place and gotten Big uncle to fetch me to work the next morning.

07/03/09 - Saturday

Half day @ work and cabbed home to doll myself up before meeting Baybee, Liu Lang Zi Shao Xiong and Ah Him @ town.
Cabbed again at $18 to taka and left for Golden Mile after 15mins.
Stupid LLZ wants to go Golden Mile for his business. Kaos !
Had to tag along UNWILLINGLY as Baybee had to accompany him and cannot PANG SEH ! Upon reaching, waited for LLZ to finish his big business then cabbed again back to Baybee's hse then to TTS hospital to visit dunno who.
Baybee had misplaced his cheap hp on the cab when we're heading to TTS.
We tried calling to his hp, a lady who claimed she was the next passenger after us, informed tat we'd left his hp in the cab. The lady says she will hand the hp to the taxi driver and we took down the taxi car plate no.
The driver had called back asking if we still wants back the phone.
He had quoted us to pay for whatever amount that is on the meter from the start of the journey which is Jurong to TTS. Baybee and me had then calculated a rough amt of $20 if we had gotten the uncle to deliver the hp. Baybee do not want to spend the money initially, but after analysing, we know that the hp might not be of a high trade in value, however, it'll be quite a hassle to retrieve all the lost phone contacts and etc.
If for me, i would rather spend this $20 and treat it as i spent it for a meal.
The driver arrived at around 10plus and charge us $15 without starting the meter!
I bet he must have come from not a far place and this amount is just for his extra income. Anyway, glad tat Baybee got his hp back.

Took MRT to Harbour Front as we're still early to meet Yinghao, Sihua and Philip at Powerhouse.
Baybee and me lingered around PH from 1030 to 12am.
We pass time by engaging ourselves into cig and pics.
Bong, PY, Geeky and W brought me a surprise as they lied about coming down.
We, as usual, had fun throughtout the entire night with our Roll it Gal & Cookie Jar.
Sisterhood left at 3am. while we left at 3.30am.
Down to Grandlink for left 4 dead and dota till 6am.
Bathed and K.O. totally exhausted !

08/03/09 - Sunday

Had a big quarrel with mum.
Didnt want to elaborate further as it is the dunno how many umpteen times i'm repeating this incident again and again.
Many thanks to Bong Bong who chiong down to accompany me after only a few scoop of water in the bathroom. wahahaha.

09/03/09 - Monday

Woke up at 0730 even though its my off day.
Tele-visited Xiaohui with her mum at Toa Payoh Jackson's Square.
Saw her for 30mins through the super lag web cam
At last, we finally chatted after 1yr plus.
Met Bong, PY & W at Clementi for eye brow trimming
Had our lunch cum dinner @ IMM Streets.
Back to plaza and slack @ coffee bean.
Been raining non stop whole day.

We're planning to have a Genting trip for Bong's 21st.
Shall check out the packages cost and availability.
Sisterhood had nv been to any overseas trip before. haha. Excited.

My 3 important roles :

Family - didnt talk to mum for 2days already.

Sistership - we're starting to talk to each other again =)

Relationship - Baybee will be away for field camp on mon to tue night. will not be able to contact him for this 2 days =(

FRIDAY - had to work full shift till 2100hrs today and Baybee is booking out at 2130 hrs.
i had missed him so much, how i hope i could meet him after my work, however, i need to work tmr morning at 0830. If i'm meeting him tonight, which means i have to stay over at his place, which means i've gotta wake up at 0630 to catch the train, or wake up at 0730 to cab there and spend around 2obucks. I cant afford to spend money again. Baybee and I had promised each other to save money for our couple Gucci bag and wallet. I can't let him down but i miss him. what should i do? BAYBEE~ pls advice me...

today is the 2nd day she didnt contact me at all. I felt so weird. This kinda feeling had been harrassing me since i let out those harsh words to her. Maybe somehow she had played an important role in my life and is someone so close to me without me relising. I think i'm being too used to put up with her nonsence and her attitude, but when things happened suddenly, her presence is being missed by me somehow. i just felt so awkward throughout the whole of yesterday and today. Thinking back, without her by my side when i'm down, i wouldnt have the strength and courage to stand up again so fast. The reason y i blog so frequent nowadays is that i hope she will read all these entries that i've wrote for her and know how i felt deep inside. I really treasure the sistership with you all these while but i think it will eventually end soon. Even though i admit that i'm harsh, but tat doesnt mean that i'm in the wrong. Maybe u know what i mean and IF u would reflect on yr attitude, that would definitely be the best. Afterall, i just hope that time incident will eventually be gone and we will return back to normal. =)

Alright, change topic !

I miss my monkey and clara, its been a long long long long time i hasnt been visiting her. I'm sorry my dear, i think i really should take some time off just for the both of u. Will be visiting my 2 gems real soon ~ i really mean real soon!!! *girlgirl knows how to play left 4 dead! haha. shall tag team with her to shoot vampires*

Another sad thing is tat, Hui's last hearing will be on 10th March which is her 21st bdae. I think they're really being very mean to her. there is only a 21 yrs old in the entire lifetime, can't they just close one eye? Will be visiting her on 9th March, seriously, i dunno how to start a topicwhen i see her on tat day. Just imagine from close sisters and will meet and club or have fun together every night to complete strangers who didnt communicate with each other for about 1yr plus. But still, i hope to see her after such a lenthy period.

I'm really very poor now !!! pls bless me to strike 4D or ToTo !!!
Den can buy bag bag and wallet for Baybee and myself !!! Wahahahahahaha

25/02/09 - Wednesday, Ladies night @ Dbl O and PowerHouse

went for induction course at cuppage. bored~ its all abt the company and policy.
meet up with BONG, PY and ZW at double O. i was late and when i arrived, BONG is already a lobster, W, as usual, down there swaying from left to right. PY is the only one i can communicate with SOBERLY haha. didnt drink as much as i cant stand the bartender's face - always pulling a long face. C'MON!!! u guys know tat its ladies night, which means u'll have to be damn busy while u're incharging of the ladies counter. can't u guys just smile and enjoy this wonderful night and instead of giving the " these bitches dunno wanna drink till when" face? get alive guys!
headed to PowerHouse aftermath. we cant stand dbl O atmosphere and the music being played there. PowerHouse is still the best with our Cookie Jar, Whuteva, In The End & mostly importantly, my fav Girls (BEANIE) & ALL DAY ALL NIGHT!!! wahahahaha.
i nearly lost my ic, heng BONG found it for me!!! omg! if not will be $3oo gone? thank goodness!
BUT, W was not as fortunate as she lost her hp. dun worry W, the new one wont come without letting go of the old ones. =) cheer up k?


26/02/09 - Thursday, Movie then to Boat Quay

RAMEN TEN den off to the sucky
3D BLOODY VALENTINE!!!

DAMN DAMN DAMN GROSS AND WASTE OF MY TIME & MONEY!!!

ALL THANKS TO CARROT W/O INFORMING ITS M18 WITH THOSE GORE AND VIOLENT SCENE. OMG!!! I CANT TAKE IT. DAMN BLOODY but the 3D effect is really fantastic.

FIRSTLY - pissed me off is the stupid 3D spects. i tot i wanted to give my eyes a rest, so i did not wore my lenses out. i wore my glasses. IN THE END, i have to wear my spects and on top of tat, wear tat mosquito-like 3D spects in the cinema to watch the movie.
SECONDLY - the violent and gore really pissed me off. i didnt continue watching after 1st quarter of the movie. had to burst my ears to my hp's rnb, closing my eyes, digging for things to do in the cinema, walking in and out for toilet breaks.
THIRDLY - i am missing him. not really into any mood for anything. he told me he will be back by today from his field camp. but i waited since morning but to no avail.
went to boat quay again for SEXY SAMBAL. i had yellow curry chicken from Thai Smile. i still rmb the golden days when i will always had my dinner at Thai Smile before i start my night at Destiny. but it's all beautiful MEMORIES now~

Baybee finally came back at 11 plus =)



27/02/09 - Friday, night with cutie

msg from CARROT - PLS CHECK THE GST MONEY IN YOUR ACC!!!

yup, we had recieved the money. pathetic lil $2oo. better than nothing la.
good that they had changed the terms and conditon to by yr basics instead of by month. at least many ppl benefits even though we're still not yet 21.
meeting my Baybee aft work at AMK Hub. i felt so excited and suddenly had the heart thumping feeling.
nv had such feelings no matter how many times i met him in the past. its only 2 weeks since we last saw each other and i've been missing him like hell. i guess, the feeling is true and right this time round. i wouldnt wanna lose him again.
Had planned to catch the vanness movie but time forfeited us to do so. So we deicided to meet up with jiayi and went for left 4 dead. played till 11pm and headed back to Baybee's hse. feeling kinda awkward when i first saw his dad as its been a yr since i last saw him. but he just behave normally and asking y i didnt visit him for such a lenthy period. straight away i replied that i was busy with work. hahaha. such a standard answer to brush away the awkwardness.
SWEET of CARROT, ZW, WENXI, PY AND BONG to visit me @ AMK during the wee hours. A pity tat i didnt manage to catch CARROT'S ride. no choice, had to accompany Baybee. i will defintely pimp ur ride the next time when we got the chance alright? I can only envy at those pic u girls took at DAM and not forgetting ur Aqua bo ta bo lampa. wahahaha. chat and slack at void deck and they left for prata at Jalan Kayu while me and cutie went back to our cosy room. lalaland, here we come ~


28/02/09 - Saturday, Boat Quay night

woke up around 10am to get MC from neighbourhood clinic. had our breakfast at hawker centre and went back to Baybee's hse. we slept all the way from noon to 8pm. Alex called Baybee to go boat quay tonight as it was his bdae. we got ourselves prepared and left for boat quay around 10pm.
Alex had booked the entire 2nd level of the pub with 1 big bomb and 4 bottles of martell all nicely placed on the table once we reached. it was a grand sight. but we only managed to finish 4 bottles as there is only less than 20 of us. Anyway, Happy 20th Birthday to Alex!!!


01/03/09 - Sunday, counting down to book in time

Baybee woke up with a sad and shag expression. He was very sad as he needed to book in tonight before 2130. we met Shao Xiong at hougang green and went to play left 4 dead again. can see from Baybee's eyes tat he really doesnt wanna book in. upon seeing him like tat, i didnt feel good as well but there is really nothing which i can do but to stay by his side, accompanying him and watches the clock ticking its time away.
Bad news is i gotta leave by 6pm in order to get a ride home from Big uncle who is going down from Hougang to Yew Tee to meet my mum. If not i'll have to spend another sum of $$ for me to cab home. =( i really dont bear to leave baybee!
4 more days before i can get to see Baybee again. i really miss him lots even though we were staying and sticking to each other for the past 3days. time just dun seems to be enough for us. how i hope there is only 12hrs for mon to thurs and 36hrs for fri to sun. i miss u baybee, i really do . . . .

*too much of a coincidence. i board the same cab on sat and sun at 2 different location.
Bought his taxi's plate no.
Bless me to strike big big!!! hahahaha*