there was once when i'm too obsessed into another bunch of friends, i nearly get to lost this group of gems who were with me since i'm in primary and secondary.

i made them worried, i made them sad. i made them felt like their refugees and i neglected them. they were the ones who will stood beside me no matter what i will become or wat i've became. they will nv forget any occasion abt me and even tried to organise events for me to participate, and makes us gather together. they tried to pull me away from the acquaintance whom i've jus made and they will lure me away from dangers which they predict to be happen.

however, i let them down each time and often got drifted from them. i became out of their topic each time they went out. during tat point of time, i often got mislead into some unlawful activities with bad companions. i've got whatever i wan, name, fame, drinking nights, disco nights and "happiness". slept the whole day and only wake up by evening and start my activity again.

until recently, i'm awake. awake of all those fantasy. begin to know wat's right and wrong. begin to understand wat the situation is. begin to make a decision. i returned back to my precious. they didnt turn me down. in fact, they were supporting me all the way, didnt give me up at any point of time. they didnt discriminate me.

i've learnt tat, having more isnt a joy. being good, a few is enough.
thanks sisterhood. i really appreciated u.