Initially, i was on B shift - 12pm to 9pm on monday. i had clean forgotten tat mon is actually the 1st of sept, which zw's bdae. we were supposed to had our dinner at tiong bahru plaza's rajah inn. i tried to change with my other colleagues but they turned me down. finally, after much pleading and sms, my boss agreed to let me change to A shift - 8.30am to 6pm. she's really a nice lady. everytime when i ask her the same thing again, she wont show me tat kinda irritated face. instead, she will settle the case for me without reprimanding me. despite we're lack of manpower on mon, she still let me come in the A shift. maybe tat is why she is in the executive post.
i get more and more dislike my working environment. full of fark up ppl who will only backstab and being VERY hypocrite. some bitches who tinks tat they are very pretty, yelled at newbies and will only be nice to guys. fark man! it really gives me the urge to resign. i dun mind suffering and learning but at least there is somebody willing to teach me. not showing those annoying attitude and irritated faces!!!
alright, work aside. today is sat. tml off day. mon on A shift den dinner at rajah inn. tues me and dear's off day. i've been missing my dear since ytd. i wan him to hug me to slp, entertaining my nonsence and him, watching cartoon.
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during perm
back view of my perm
going double o
me and where
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club-ed @ double O on wed night. its been ages since we last club-ed together. well, time changes everything and indeed its true. the feeling wasnt there and its wasnt like how we used to club last time. its quite a disappointment but at least, i went to a club after donkey yrs. wat mades me most disappointed is dear didnt called me throughout the whole night. ivan came to fetch bong home, wenxi did called and quarrel with carrot but my bf doesnt seems to care abt me!!! where said tat maybe he's sleeping but when i'm on my way back, i was calling him and he's watching tv!!! ANGRY!!! sometimes i jus wan him to be worried abt me. =(
redeemed a modem @ kiliney rd with additional top up of $40. our laptop is now completed. with internet connection. bought 6 curry puff from the famous stall, walked towards plaza sing and shop ard. bought a few cup noodles for my breakfast and lunch on working days, and went back to dear's hse. had dinner with his mum @ bukit panjang plaza, homed and sleep.
time seems to fast when i'm with dear. i nv get bored as he nv fails to make me smile with his nonsence. he gets real cute as he always behave like a small boy. watching cartoons and eating chocolate. i hope dear can get his interview @ the main shop real soon and leave the fark up place which he's been tolerating for a yr.
will be busy on the 2nd and 3rd week of sep. preparing for dear's bro wedding.
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long day @ work. 8.30am to 9pm. almost 12-hr work. damn tired.
had a tiff with _ abt the chalet we wanna organise during nov. although its a small matter, however, i'm not very happy with the words tat she used in the msn conversation. although i'm the organiser, and i really did tried my best to organise this chalet. but tat doesnt mean tat i've to do everything. i tot tat i can take leave on the days but when i requested frm my supervisor, she said tat i'm still under probation and is not entitled to any leave. its not tat i dowan to take leave leh. and if u're free, y cant u help to go early and check in? ur main concern is abt the travelling. but dont u know tat its not only u tat have to travel by mrt? we also need to travel by mrt! the fact is nobody is free except for u on tat morning!!! i need to rush down to bukit batok straight after my work tml and book tat chalet for us. i've to pay the cab fare for the person as he is coming all the way from hougang jus to book this chalet for us. let me know if i'm still not doing enough. let me know if i'm in any wrong. anyway, the chalet is cancelled. i've already informed everybody. and girls, pls dun ask me y i cancelled. all of u had replied asking y dis decision. all i can say is i'm tired of this. i tried my best to do everything i can but somehow, i cant. sorry.
its really a bad day for me. i jus hope everything will go smoothly as time goes by.
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and pls, i'm with a piece of towel.
not as if i'm wearing nothing!!!
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dear bought a laptop ytd. it all started with one day when he asked me to move to his hse and stay permenently. i rejected as there's no computer nor internet access and i'm also not so familiar with the transports over at bukit panjang. however, i listed 5 criteria and if he's able to do it, i will move over.
get his air-con service - his damn bloody air-con damn bloody warm. haven been serviced since ages ago. and so, he called up his ex-colleague to get it fixed and it happened in end of july.
buy a laptop - so tat i'm able to access internet and wont get bored in the weekends when i'm off and he's at work. and so, he did it ytd.
get his max-on-line - as its been suspended since dunno how many donkey yrs. and so, it being connected within this few days.
throw away chelsea - irritating and annoying dog which barks non-stop. however, i know tat its impossible.
get a hubstation - i can record shows which i happened to missed.
for criteria 4 and 5, i gave him some allowanced to fulfilled and told him tat once he has completed the first 3, i will move over. actually its jus a casual remark and i really didnt expect him to treat it so seriously. based on his financial support now, he could hardly spare some money for himself much less than going instalment for a laptop. he really is very sincere towards me and is giving me everything which he can give. dear, i hope u will see this.
"although the time we spent together is short, i really treasure the times we had together. thanks for bringing me overseas. thanks for supporting me financially when i'm jobless. thanks for the times when u tolerate my nonsence. thanks for everything u did for me. i really appreciate u and am looking forward for our march-in on a red carpet. (if u know wat i mean)"
"HOI KAR SOON, I LOVE YOU"
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE~
as promised, dear brought me to drink. went down to lido to meet zw while dear went home to meet zisheng. cabbed down to boat quay. its been almost half a yr since i last stepped into boat quay. it doesnt seems to changed alot, only they built an ERP gentry after the white bridge. headed to light house. went up to the 2nd level - and tats the place when i 1st saw dear. lots of memories. getting myself comfortable with, the secure told us tat the whole of lvl 2 will be playing thai music and thai karaoke. basically i'm ok with tat and so does zw and the rest. was being told tat the 1st performance will be at 1115. we waited and only 3 dancer went up to dance followed by another 3. WTH??? i tot a normal thai disco will be having thai singers to sing with the live bands and followed by some dancing musics? i somehow got cheated and when dear reached with the rest, we decided to leave tat sickening place and left for NANA which is the formal velvet dragon.
not as fun but 10x more atmosphere than light hse. was enjoying till zw got drunk and started her rubbish. dragged her to the toilet and she keeps reciting non stop with, "how come a guy will turned gay overnight?" "how come he doesnt wanna see me?" the most annoying thing is tat when i speak to her in chinese, she replies me in english. simply PISSED OFF!!!
*LEONG ZW, U SAW THIS???* U BETTER SEE THIS!!!
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there was once when i'm too obsessed into another bunch of friends, i nearly get to lost this group of gems who were with me since i'm in primary and secondary.
i made them worried, i made them sad. i made them felt like their refugees and i neglected them. they were the ones who will stood beside me no matter what i will become or wat i've became. they will nv forget any occasion abt me and even tried to organise events for me to participate, and makes us gather together. they tried to pull me away from the acquaintance whom i've jus made and they will lure me away from dangers which they predict to be happen.
however, i let them down each time and often got drifted from them. i became out of their topic each time they went out. during tat point of time, i often got mislead into some unlawful activities with bad companions. i've got whatever i wan, name, fame, drinking nights, disco nights and "happiness". slept the whole day and only wake up by evening and start my activity again.
until recently, i'm awake. awake of all those fantasy. begin to know wat's right and wrong. begin to understand wat the situation is. begin to make a decision. i returned back to my precious. they didnt turn me down. in fact, they were supporting me all the way, didnt give me up at any point of time. they didnt discriminate me.
i've learnt tat, having more isnt a joy. being good, a few is enough.
thanks sisterhood. i really appreciated u.
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yup! its a all
alone sat for me. y all
alone? cus my dear went to work, leaving me
alone with his dogs. watched tv
alone, laugh
alone. went to take cab home
alone. back home n i wasnt alone as mummy is always there when i'm alone. zhumeimei went out with frens. bongbong dowan to acc me out as its her
EVERY-SATURDAY-AN-IVAN-DAY. right bong? so, i'm left all alone till dearie knock off.
cousin jolene passed me a brochure on the restaurant when she got married. i did told her tat when i'm getting marry, tat will be my ideal restaurant too. not only they serve good food, the restaurant also specialise in wedding bouquet. the name is noble hse. chi known as jin yu man tang. near shanton way. a table cost range frm 5oo plus to 600 plus. having to calculate tat, it will come to around 30 thousand plus. told dearie abt tat n guess wat he say. he said ok. wth! jus a simple ok? he tot i'm jus jokin with him. he even say if we ever had this sum of money, he would buy a car 1st. =(
am i thinkin too much? haha. maybe the time isnt ripe yet. i should focus on my current job 1st. learn to save money den talk abt these things later. dear had been complaining tat i didnt know how to save. spending is women's nature ma. how to save when u dun even have enough to spend? right? and btw, its the dunno how many times he mentioned, tat its time for us to open a joint account. LOL
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