tml will be the 1st of July. there will be a series of things happening tml.

• 1st day of my life in starhub.
• dear will be getting $200 from government.
• bed frame and mattress will be arriving.
• mike's bdae.

went MHC @ tanjong pagar for a full body checkup as requested by starhub. x-rayed, eye sight testing, height and weight and lastly, doctor's check up.

photocopied all the docs needed and took my passport size photo as well. damnit. i look real fat. i was fully preparing for my 1st day. got darren to stay overnight at pandan so tat he can guide me the way to the office and also, companion along the way as well. =)

all the best to me and enjoy staying at the office.

~13 days to my bdae...

xinxin hugging my pig trotter

xinxin again!!!

crazy zhumeimei

deardear mahjong-ing

sasa and chelsea

my piggies!!!

well~ still waiting for the call frm starhub to start work. jus a blink of eyes and its the end of june now. meaning tat in one or two weeks time, it will be my birthday. =) but with no income now, how can i celebrate my bdae? pub? chalet? hais. i really ran out of idea. its the same every year.

chalet - all chalets were fully booked on the 13th to 15th of july. including costa sand, pa, aloha and chervons. there's still one which i need to confirm and tat is the NS hometeams. the one i booked for my 18th bdae. lol. sisterhood will have no worries as there will not be so many ppl dis time round.

pub - 1st, will be the finiancial problem.where the hell can i find money to open bottles? borrow frm dear? hais but its my bdae lehs. borrow frm ppl to celebrate, celebrate le oso not happy. 2nd, venue. last yr bdae still got destiny. dis yr which pub should i go to? its been like so long since i last visited any pubs. 8mths? i bet so.

wat if i start work already? wat if i cant take any leaves? wat if dear dear can take leaves also? wat if frens they all cannot take leaves? my bdae falls on a monday. so should be celebrating on sun right. who will come? lots to tink abt.

or should i jus haf a simple dinner and tats it. y celebrate a bdae oso so leh chey wan ar?

oh, btw, i'm out of the dark world. lol. close frens and sisterhood should know wat i mean. i'm the same old belina since sec skool. the nerdy nerdy me. =) congrats to me.

~ waiting for u, waiting for u, waiting for u to call me to start work ~

2nd interview @ AOS. guess wat? it was a success. haha. i finally gotten myself a perm job. haha. 50% on mobile, max on line and cable tv. =) wee~ bonus, dental free, all the benefits, really makes me drool. lol. frm now on, i mus be very serious le. cannot play play le.

went imm to meet dear dear. bought a couple of things at giant, including the 2 for $20.50 ben and jerry's ice cream. =)

i miss clubbing!!! bong bong and carrot, faster organise leh. before i start work. mus enjoy high high 1st.

gtg, dear's rushing me le.

was at imm shopping with small aunt and cousins when uncle seng's heart begin to pound very fast. he was supposed to go for a surgery on mon, however, due to his condition now, they brought him to NUH right away.

went to chinatown's k-ster with cousin darren and zhumeimei, sang all our hearts out. we're like a crazy threesome. sing super loud. most memorable was zhumeimei's "gimme gimme more". damn super funny.

cousin jolene intro me a job at starhub at ayer rajah. hope it will be a success this time round. =)

hope tat everything will be fine for uncle seng.

an early celebration for mum's bdae last night as her actual day will be on tue. dear bought a mango cake frm secret recipe. their cake was good and the price is reasonable. good thing tat i went to secrect recipe to peep at the cakes before i pay at swenson's cashier for the ice cream cake. made the right choice. =)

caught midnight movie with cousin janus, jolene, darren and zhumeimei. watched the incredible hulk. has been quite a long time since we last hanged out together. dear gotta work the next morning so he went home 1st. i still rmb tat many used to envy our cousin-ship as we will meet up every week for family dinner and go out for bowling, arcade, eating and shopping. all of us had grown up. esp darren, frm sec school till now, waiting for army intake. time flies. i'm really very fortunate to have dis family. they stands by me whenever i'm down.

why is it so difficult for me to find a job now? am i too old? nope. did i had too lil experience? nope. is my expectation too high? nope. DEN WHY CANT I JUS GET A JOB??? i wan a job so desperately. i wanna use my own money to celebrate my bdae. i dowan to add one more burden to dear dear. hais. y am i so miserable? its been so long since i had used my own hard earned money. i wanna be independent again. got recruit express to keep a look-out for me.



went to imm to meet dear for my breakfast and his lunch. huiqi is on her way and she had bought me the soyabean egg tarts which i've been craving for. chatted abit abt DHL and her plan next. me? still finding job. hais. shall organise some outing together with cf they all. these people are the most wonderful group of ex-colleagues i had. they had tried to hid my errors and took the blame on them in order for me to escape one more error. they were so fabulous.



tml dear will be working half day. he will bring me to watch kungfu panda. yeah! finally can go gai gai le. so happy. will be waiting.....

i am so bored at home. viwawa, watch tv, eat and sleep. but did something extra today, findind jobs on the net. sent out a few resumes and one replied. he turned out to be a headhunter. something like a agent which i doesnt wan. rejedted him straight away. hope tat the rest will be contacting me real soon. no news over at BK side as well. hais. how?

mum bought the bed frame, wardrobe, coffee table and the make-up table frm akira warehouse sales @ $799. quite cheap eh? warehouse sales? located next to imm. poor dear dear who is supposed to be on afternoon shift was being awakened by me to the warehouse too. aiya so near only, walk a few steps can reach his workplace already. after ordering the new furniture, we proceeded to imm's giant for our household's daily product. bought a pair of flats, heels for myself and one pair of flats for zhumeimei. jie jie very sweet hor. not like u, everything buy for xinxin but nv buy for me. hmp!

will be going over dear's hse to slp everynight till 5th july when the bed arrived.

was either at dear's home or my home. keep myself occupied by downloading and watching "wars-of-the-in-laws" part 2, the modern series. lol. i completed watching before dear. as expected. =)

mum threw away my bed frame and mattress due to the bugs which had been attacking me since many nights. the bugs really is a killer. the itchiness in my body will caused me to get up in the middle of the night just to bath with dettol. its so f*cking IRRITATING and ANNOYING!!!

gotten an interview over at BK's current work place as admin assist. i really mus work hard. my heart felt so painful watching dear woke up early in the morning for work. had to bear with his back-stabber colleague whole day and continue to put on a fake smile in front of them. dear, thanks for supporting me financially and thanks for everything u did for me when i am jobless. i love you. i promise i will work hard for our future.