i ran to his hse at ard 1.30am last night. i called almost 20 times without him answering the phone. i know tat its my fault this time round. it was me who dont answer ur call in the 1st place. i'm sorry. the smell of the liquor on was so strong, u went drinking again. i nv expect u to drink alone. u said tat u had no frens except for me. u only got me in ur life now. i was so guilty to leave u alone at tat point of time. i know tat u needed me most. i'm sorry for not being there. i promise i wont leave u alone again. i'm so handicap each time without u. i'm too dependent on u. once again, i'm sorry dear.

i'm on diet. i only ate minced pork noodle during noon time and half bowl of rice for dinner. jia you!!!

we're going to m'sia tml. hope tat we'll enjoy this trip. Dear, i love u.