worked. chris told me many hidden truth which is happening inside destiny between the share holders. misunderstandings and accusing. actually, i've always been very selfish to asked chris to not sell destiny. its true tat the pub has not been making any profits and its also losing money at the same time. i cant because of personal feelings and emotions then asked them to still, continue operating destiny despite the losts tat we've made. i believe tat chris too, doesnt wanna sell unless there's really no more hope and choice. i came to destiny after they've already been operating for 6 months. feelings developed and i didnt bear to leave tat place even till now. much as my family dislike, i still continue to stay and work. i simply love tat place. its jus like a 2nd home. with the warmth and comfort it'd given me.

n chris had planned to bring us abroad after we sold destiny. we decide to go to bangkok.
sms-ed suying and monkey to ask if they're willing to stayed till the day when destiny is being officially sold. they agreed and now, its time for us to bia our sales in order to haf more income for our trip to bangkok.

till the end of august, everything will be over. the new boss will retain destiny as the pub's name and i believe tat one day, as i'm walking down boat quay and saw destiny, it'll definitely be the most memorable memory for me.

mahjong session at esther's hse. won $100. but tinkin back, i still owe aggie $50 for mahjong money and esther $50 for my advance. so its only covering the expenses.

bored~ bored~ bored~

movie wif yoyo and his frens. watched "alone". caught the show at 1.30am. reached ps ard 9 plus and we decided to walk to parklane for some dota sessions to pass the time. i was full of confident tat i'll win as yoyo keep on saying tat he's lousy. but in the end i lost 2 games to him. den he was there smiling cheekily. walked back to ps and went to the theatre for our movie. so much of a coincidence when suddenly i heard my name being called by the person beside me. i turned and saw liling. tat tyw de aiai. lols.

quite an interesting movie wif quite a few frightening scenes. yoyo sent me back after the movie.

i miss monkey.

worked tonight. not as bad lahs. got com for 5 LDs and a bottle of martell. chris had asked whether i will stay if they really had someone to take over destiny, i said no. all along i wannted to find a stable day job and settle down. i've wasted 1 yr plus of cpf at destiny. he had ask me to guide the new boss if i'm willing to stay, however, without esther, there's no point to continue my life at destiny. i guess things will change bahs. the feelings will no longer be the same. thinkin back, there's tears, laughter, sweat and sweetness at destiny. christmas countdown party, esther's bdae when we all got soaked, my bdae when everyone was high high, all these good times were not forgotten.

which door i didnt clean before?
which mirror i didnt wipe before?
which glass or mug i didnt wash before?
which part of the toilet i didnt rinse before?
which corner of the floor i didnt sweep before?
which trashbag or toilet bag i didnt restore before?

i mean its like a second home to me already. even if its my offday, i'll still go down and breathe the air there. i'm too addicted to destiny!

chris says tat they'll bring us to tioman once destiny is sold. maybe this time round, everything will end le bahs. =)

I LOVE DESTINY!!!

off tonight but still, headed down to 2nd home as panda n co was there already. had a few drinks then off to powerhouse wif yongwei n co. not as packed as zouk on ladies night. i had always liked powerhouse as they have wide varieties of songs. not like zouk and phuture where u'll haf to go to different places for rnb and house music. tats kinda lame. most hilarious part is when a malaysian dancing in front of us. lols. super ultimate funny sia. i imitated him and he knew it but still, he continued wif his steps even though being laughed by many.

went to river valley for some bites. there's this "5-star restaurant" which sounds quite mouth-watering wif the chickens hanging inside the glass windows. however, when we're ordering, there's already no more chickens left and they're onli left wif plain rice and some dishes. we waited 15mins for the dishes to be served, followed by the utensils, the rice, then, the drinks. wth?! i mean proper procedure for a restaurant should be, drinks, utensils, rice then the dishes. dunno wat kinda "5-star" is it. maybe its bcus of their over-whelming business before we came, tat makes them doesnt wanna serve anymore. but still, bad service attitude.

boared a cab wif yoshie as she stays at queens. went home n sleep. i'm very worn out after 4hrs of non-stop dancing. lols.

black; me

green; SiHua

purple; Yoshie

mahjong session wif aggie and jimmy at esther's hse. lost $50 to aggie. played till 1am n aggie needs to go somewhere. jimmy n i didnt wanna stop so we called n jio panda n co to continue the game. won $10. at least there's still some winning for me. played till morning n i took cabbie home. it cost me $20 meaning i still haf to fork out my own money despite the money i won to pay the fare. another debt to clear at the end of the month.

not been in a good mood lately. can someone jus brighten my day?

went to work as suying was on mc. reached n esther told me tat suying will be coming ard 10. so i was like den wat m i supposed to do then? she say girlgirl will be there too. its been some time when there's 3 waitress on weekend as they wanna save cost ma. girlgirl reached then suying. i miss my lil monkey so much. ard 3 days didnt managed to see her le. miss her alot. good thing tat her fever had subsided. however, its heart-breaking to see her look so sick.

at ard midnight, girlgirl told me tat she's having a headache so i advised her to go 1st. i dowan to see her sick and i know tat it very xin ku to work while u're sick. n dis stupid girl tot tat i'm angry wif her. girlgirl, i'm not angry ok? it hurts to see u like tat. u look so pale man!!! n so, DJ sent her back. but not long after tat, suying went home too. i was shocked as jimmy wanted her to go home. she looked drunk, as usual, n i'm working alone. can u imagine? working alone on sat night? i mean weekday ok la, i chin chai wif u but now weekend lehs, u still wan me to work alone? in the 1st place, i shouldnt be there!!! i've been workin for the past 4 days le. its very tiring enough and now u still wan me to one man show. i hate this kinda feeling when i haf to pass mic, clear, wash the glasses, sweep the floor, as well as use the toilet. kaos!!!

aiai didnt came tonight. instead, d came. hais. where were u when i needed u? had some misunderstanding with girlgirl, sorry. maybe i'm jus too bek chek already somemore had quite a couple of drinks le. anyway, jus wanna tell u tat we're sisters forever. nv apart ok? i love u girl.

i'm now at simpang bedok, playing dota wif panda and company. another group of experts again! haha. now den i know tat there's so many indulge wif dota. its quite an addictive game i must say. but its quite bored to play wif experts too. =(

ex bee called when i'm on my way to bedok. he said he had reached boat quay n wanna pass me something. it was meant to be a surprise however, its jus fated tat i'm unable to receive this present. he bought me a bunch of 11 roses. frens says it stands for yi sheng yi shi. althought i didnt manage to receive this present with the both of my hands, ex bee took a mms of it n sent it over to me, with the message "its all right, i should haf tell u before you got off frm work. i jus wanna give u a surprise and apologise for making u angry for the passed 3 years." indeed, my eyes filled with tears. i dunno y. thinkin back, time flies. its been 5 years since we know each other and beginning, when we got together, things went perfectly fine until 3 years later, i started to change to worst and the way he controlled me, makes me initiated for a breakup. maybe its all fated de bahs. n maybe its better for things to be in this way.

the roses ex bee bought.

someone sent my an email containing this meaningful sentences:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CARROT!!!

went tiong bahru plaza wif my sisters, had thai express for dinner and after tat they went for movie. saw a very very very extremely big de piggy. wanted to take a pic wif it but was banned. the pig is twice of my size and is as tall as 3/4 of myself. priced at $399.90. damn! bloody expensive. but if anyone who's willing to buy for me, i'm willing to marry him!!! haha.

was supposed to be off tonight however, there's a bdae celebration by boy. so, went back to work instead. i mus admit i'm realli damn tired. imagine one person serving the whole pub. there's a china lil girl there but she's like stamford raffles. ask her to stand at the mrt there can liaos. esther had told her to knock off at 12pm. den i was showing a face to her lor. wth?! after she left den i haf to work alone lehs. but there isnt much differences whether she's there anot. not of any help at all. boy was abit high but not drunk. kaos! y ppl de bdae can not drunk y i cannot??? tinkin back, really very paiseh.

recieved a letter frm him. haha. very happy.

girlgirl i seriously miss u alot. hope tat u're feeling well. see u lik tat my heart very pain. where's my cheeky n jovial de monkey who's always there to bounce and hop around n when ppl say u den u'll "beeeeeee...." to adrain. haha. girl, i miss u. zhen de hao xiang ni.

stayed home whole day. lol. its been 2mths since i last stay at home for the whole day. mum's gonna be real happy. did nothing except for surfing net, watch tv, eat, bath and sleep. kinda bored but quite relax. at least i dun haf to spend a single cent. right?

changed my blogskin n i guess dis is nicer right? the previous one is quite small and too pinkish le. so decided to get a new skin. sat by the com for ard 5hrs and finally get it done. bathed and watch tv.

chatted wif aiai till ard midnight when my monkey called. she's havin a high fever n nobody's there to take care of her. poor lil girl had to wait for her mum to reach home then take her to the doctor. the funniest part is tat girlgirl behaves like a lil girl when i mention of going to the hospital for consultation. she cried!!!

*girlgirl ar girlgirl, u big girl le lehs. like a small kid lik tat dowan to go hospital. haha. so cute!!! n tats y i loved u so much!!! was quite worried right now as i had sms u but u didnt reply. hope u're fine. be good and rmb to take medication ok???*

esther had sms me earlier on for mahjong session during the noon time as aggie is on leave. was still deciding whether to go anot. i didnt wanna lose another $200 again ya? see how bah!

few movies which i didnt wanna miss it! n i guess will be showing soon.

Labels: i jus hope tat nothing will happen to him tml.

was scheduled to work tonight and as usual, alone. hais. without companion frm girlgirl was so meaningless. girl, i miss ur laughter. =(

went to boy's place n finally saw my dearest monkey wearing ur "SUPERWOMEN" tshirt. hahaha. so cute sia~ was quite bored as shermen, roy, pu and boy was playing so decided to headed down to the nearby 7-11 wif my "SUPERWOMEN" monkey. upon reaching, pu wanted to sleep so i had to take over her place to continue the game. girl leave 1st wif adrain as tat drunkard need to work the next day. bo bian, leave me there wif those pros. hmp!!! sobsob...

i lost ard $200 plus to shermen. but he onli took $100 frm me and said the other half use it as instalment for movie so tat he'll haf half a yr of free movie to watch. lol. lame guy.

and until now, my monkey still didnt call me!!! ask me to update my blog. now i update le. specially for u hor!!! n i'm still waiiiitttttiiiinnnggggg fffoooorrr uuuuurrrrr caaaalllllllll~~~~~~~~~

alright man! i'm celebrating my bdae at destiny pub, guessed i will be damn drunk tonight. had asked mum n dad along, as well as my lil sis. it'll be a family cum sisters cum colleagues cum frens celebration. haha.

took cabbie wif mum n sis to boat quay as dad will meet us there. reached n before i could put my bag down, the 1st toast came!! its was frm BABY ALVIN!!! arggghhhh.... den followed by Khng then Jeremiah. 3 toasts within 5 mins. mixture between martell, chivas and beer had already made me high and i mus admit tat i'm already half drunk even before 12 midnight. lol. i dun even rmb myself cutting the cake and frm wat my frens told me tat i did quite a number of silly and embarrassing things. oh mine!!! girlgirl, u should know which is the most embarrassing things which i did right. hahaha. oh ya, n when destiny closes, i went to 97 wif dad's fren (but without daddy =x) stayed there for ard half an hr and i couldnt take it anymore so i went home. was damn damn bloody drunk by then.

chris had given me a target. he said tat on my bdae itself, sales mus hit $2000. the average sales for Destiny on fri, sat or on any occasions is around $1600 so its quite a challenging one and jimmy oso bet wif me if i could sold 9 bottles of martells on tat night. alright guys, i didnt let u down. sales was $2100 wif 11 bottles of martells sold. not bad huh? however, wat i wan frm them hasnt been coming true. i decided to leave end of this month. treat it as the last time i broke a record for Destiny.

received quite a number of presents. managed to gather most of them together and took a shot.
it was quite a memorable n i really did enjoyed this birthday celebration. sorry for those whom i didnt entertain. mus forgif me k? was really very drunk on tat night. =)

presents i received

didnt managed to take any pics on tat night. everyone was so drunk and busy. but still, i'll rmb it in my mind. thanks frens!!!

offday last night. went movie mania wif sherman, watched harry potter. not as nice as i expected but still quite ok la. went zouk wif yongwei n co. damn packed n squeezey till i buey tahan. its like even if u stand down there not moving, ppl will still push u n squeeze till u wanna fall. sibei buey tahan!!! sihua came n she too, cannot tahan the crowd so she too didnt wanna go in either. suggested to play dota but upon reachin parklane, tat farking security doesnt allow us to enter the shopping centre. bo bian, went home instead. very farked up night lor, do anything oso not right.

anyway, bdae coming soon. haha. busy planning the sittings at destiny. esther n chris promised to buy chairs for me. see if they really did. if not, dun blame me for being heartless.

nth much to blog abt dis few days. i'm very moody n i somehow hope tat there'll be a pair of listening ears for me.

anyway, happy bdae to bro melvin!

girlgirl, i'm not sensitive ok? u then sensitive!!!

oh man! i felt so guilty. i had lied to my mum tat i'm going to work in fact, i had already sms my boss saying tat i'm not going to work there any longer. i mean life there totally sux. wat i do is jus a daily routine. nth challenging or exciting. very bored~ and yinghao always sia me wif the idea of selling cameras. haha. tats y i quit. went to find cutecute as he wanted to go to sibeilor to pray. this kinda ppl ar, normal days wont pray, until got thing happened den u expect the god will help u. but i oso hope tat u'll be alright la if not i no more chu qi tong or ppl who dote me le. i accidentally break my bracelet and i couldnt find the pendant tats attached to it. however, i managed to put the bracelet back together n wears it without the pendent. i know its not a good sign and i'm starting to worry tat something bad will happened.

cutecute and me went to the arcade to check out the games over there and we saw those catching bears and drop them into the dispenser den the bears belongs to us de machines n decided to try our luck. was so tempted tat we actually spent nearly 80 bucks on tat damn machine. and i brought 2 stitch home and a pigpig keychain which cutecute had caught for me. while i'm on my way to destiny, my sis had sms me tat mummy had sprained her knee while mopping the floor n was on their way to the chinese sinseh. i knew tat something bad is going to happened. n it really did. but thanks goodness tat it wasnt serious. then, i went to destiny aftermath while cutecute went to zouk. stayed tilll esther finished their closing and i went home after tat.

yeah, i'm jobless again! haha. n mum's gonna nag me again!!!

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1st July

sunday-offday-go n play!!! LOL! sherman called, wanted me to accompany him to watch transformer and i was like "huh? again ar?" but didnt really wanna reject him as he's the kind tat watch movie once in a lifetime den ok lor, went to cine n we catched the movie. he had told me tat he waited 1yr for transformer to be shown in cinema and was looking forward to dis movie. however, the show disappoint him. he said tat its a cartoon show to him. haha. nic called and we to ah boy's hse to play mahjong. i wasnt playing as boy n co were too "professional". halfway tru their game, i went to boat quay instead to meet benny n frens to haf our supper at geylang wan toh sek. its was already quite late and i wasnt able to sleep as the next day will be my actual day to start working at jantzen. but bo bian, still, haf to go home and rest in order to haf abit if rest before i start my new job.

reporting at Jantzen Great World tml. wish me good luck.

2nd July

woke up at 10am and get ready to go to work. it was my 1st day at work after 1yr plus of nightlife, my mum had gaven me a red packet as good luck n so, did my granny. as usual, took cab to great world as i dowan to be late reached n settled down. was quite helpless at the beginning as i stood there dunno wat to do. the people there were frenly, not like how i think they are and mostly are malaysians. was being briefed bu jeslyn, my colleague and i started to do some hands on. it was my 1st day and they taught me how to manage the cashier. fast right? but sad news is i'll be stationed at Great World permanently instead of transfering me to Jurong Point.

was quite enthusiastics at the beginning but soon my tiredness overwhelmed me in the evening. starting to fall alseep very soon but didnt lahs. was told by esther tat i need to work tonight. feeling very shag lor. but girlgirl told me tat she'll be coming along n tat brightens up my night. =)

upon reaching, saw bro lim and ken. went to MH wif them after work. stayed there less than 10mins n i went home. really buey tahan le as tml still need to work.

will be seeing my manager tml. wonder how she looks like. haha.

3rd July

damn suay!!! waited 20mins for a bus n finally when i reached Jurong East Mrt, the train is travelling so slowly tat i went down at Clementi station to take a cab as i was running late. reached n saw my manager. she had arranged tat my offday will be on every thurs and wed will be my full shift. not bad la. at least i wed still can go ladies night. haha. somemore at great world only, so near to zouk. haha. joanne, another colleague of mine went home early as she's not feeling well and so i'm left wif jeslyn and manger, cat poh. same work like ytd but feel more relax today. jeslyn went off at 7 as she's in the morning shift, n tats when i feel the stress. i'm alone at the recep counter wif cat poh. she's quite frenly, not as fierce as i tot of. did closing n catpoh says tat there's a shortage of $36. omg, tat's when i being to sweat. after many checking, den we realised tat its her mistake as she mistaken 2951 as 2915. kena sai, make me nervous like hell. haha. but quite fun la. nice environment to work in. went to destiny after work after tat.

esther sms me at 5plus saying tat vic fall sick n needed me to standby, but i'd already promise bernard to watch transformer and he had already booked the tics online so bo bian i cant work for tonight but i'll still go down n help out since my show starts at 11.30pm. didnt wan my girlgirl to work alone too as she's still recovering frm her fever.

bernard came to fetch me frm boat quay then we headed to cathy for our movie. upon reaching, we collected the tics and went to the movie theatre straight. damn gosh. there's so many ppl watching this movie lor. everyone is like queing for free gift lik tat. lol. i didnt quite understand the show as i dunno who's the evil n the good and there's too much of action which i dun quite like, but i think bernard had enjoyed the show bahs as he's explaining the whole movie to me after it ended. during the show, girlgirl texted me saying tat bro adrian was drunk as he went to lulu's bdae celebration. this bro of mine is good at anything but not at liquor. hahaha. so cabbed down to destiny again n he was down there lying on the last table. haha. i managed to capture one of his drunkard pics. =x *bro, u very suay lehs. every paiseh thing oso let me catch.* when i reached destiny, esther had already kept all the ashtrays and many were standing outside our pub smoking. haha. the whole street was so lively and at the same time smoky too. sometimes i really wonder wat the government is doing. if they really doesnt wan us to smoke, den banned cig in spore! wat for they wanna sell? jus to earn the tax? lame.

went to thai smile wif girlgirl n suying. had our supper n i took a cab home.

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