everyone seems to have a long day ytd, so did i
woke up at 0620, bath and headed to tat far far away place to work
work was so-so without high volume of calls
all of us was like slacking and surfing net
changed and makeup and getting ready to pang kang at 1800

went down to seany's work place for a drink
as i need to wait till 2100
we catch up a lil before i headed down to ms
glad to see him enrolling in some courses for his day job
he's been nightlife-ing for so long already !
the shag and haggard face explains all

reached ms around 2045
got there early to check out the environment before i start to work
recieved a call frm bro lim !
i was so touched tat he came purposely just to support this sis of his !
he's been very supportive la
open a bottle of mckallen for him and his gf only
ever since destiny till now, he nv reject anything which i had requested
i simply love him la !

my group of technician came too
some unhappy thingy happened so they left early
instructed me to call them after work
like machiam scared i kena eaten by the ppl in the pub like tat
i like the working environment but i somehow or rather i just dun feel comfortable
maybe its bcus i've left this kinda nightlife since 2yrs ago
abit odd and awkward to come back to the old me again
entertained abit here and there, off work at 0100
felicia the sup did ask me to voice out my comment
and of cus, i did !
am still deciding if to continue working there
need to wear heels lor . i hate it !

am meeting my ladies later to get yen's pressie !
alamak ! siao liao la !
same day got 2 bday !
somemore is close de leh
big big hole in my pocket le ~ hais
nvm la, happy jiu hao !

S -A - T - U - R - D - A - Y ! ! !

gonna be a long day.
work ends at 6pm,
gotta linger and changed to proceed with another job.
1st day after 2yrs, might not get used to it
but u gotta try, no choice.
huan jing suo bi !
hope tonight will be full of cust, den can earn $$ le
i not drink much, if possible i wont drink, as per promised !
huat ar ~

its a monday morning !
my 1st day in Nov and i'm late. -.- " duh ~
who ask me, backside itchy, got straight mrt to paya lebar
dowan take, purposely go to yew tee and wait for
biao jie to fetch ! see la ! fetch until late. hahahaha
there goes my $50 ~ incentives . hais ! sob sob .
nvm, gonna work hard for my productivity and call etiquette
for the other $100 !!!

was on full shift today ! sigh ~
stupid sharon say together gather OT !
in the end she MC !
left me alone in the night !
damn scary sia, after hearing all the incident happened in this office ~
eeewwwww ~ i wanna go home fast !

many was shocked that i actually hid at home on halloween night !
unbelievable right ?! wahahahahaha
bong, py, carrot and zw went to saw the sickening gore SAW VI
of cus i didnt tag along.
hate this kinda movie ! so gore ! so bloody ! so violent ! so eeeee . . .

anyway, HAPPY BDAY to small auntie ! =)
time flies and u're already in yr 50s
sheng ri kuai le !
hope for the best of health for you !

started P again since last sat.
gonna lose a few more pounds !
jia you !
strict strict diet ! no more supper !
jian fei ! jian fei ! jian fei !

no mood to blog
dunno wat to blog
lazy to blog

i couldnt take it anymore
went to the doctor and gotten mc for today !
there goes 1 of my smiley ~ =(
i've tolerated all the way le ! why cant i just lun for 3days more !
why am i sick at this timing ?
gotten 10 Ps
gonna be a dieting week again !

slp the whole day
didnt want to go anywhere
the cough syrup had made me drowsy
slp and slp and slp
while i blog, my eyes just cant stay focus
gonna KO soon i guess

i need to find another part time job.
im earning lesser and i need more $$
this is my lowest point of live
luck had not been good
health, worsen !
gotta offer some prayers during my offdays . . .

here i am, coughing away since last sat.
getting worse today.
lost of voice made my job difficult for me,
couldnt speak properly and often had to repeat.
i didnt know why im down with sore throat !
siansssss ~

4days more to the end of oct.
this month, im getting all my 3 smileys for my performance report card !
no mc, no late, no urgent leave, no errors !
a straight $150 extra ! woohoo ~

was deciding wat to get for god daughter's 1st bday on nov.
time passes so fast !
i could still vividly rmb how we celebrated her 1st mth
when she's still sooo small and fragile
right now, i think she's even stronger than her petite mummy ! wahahaha
cant wait to carry her !

irrisistable !

i'm used to be alone.
with or without you, it doesnt make a diff !

alright man ! its wed night !
am going to club today ! party hard !!!
by right i should be off today and tmr due to some events,
but its not neccessary already and
had changed my offs to friday and sun instead !
its a party week and i'm gonna club tonight, fri and sat !
long island tea, apple shooter, flaming lambo & heineken !
woohoo ~ drink drank drunk, fling flirt fuck ! LOL !!!

no reasons to say my entry is emo ! rainbow liao hor !

*hope u'll enjoy yr day ! happy bday to you ~

problems after problems !
am i able to stop all these ?

big uncle had been confirmed nose cancer,
he's one healthy uncle who'll take the stairs instead of
the lift to his unit at 11th storey daily !
he dun smoke and drink only like once in a blue moon !
he's a super nice guy who'll fetch me to work
every morning when i used to work at AR
despite being late for his work.

small auntie had got heart disease which causes
her breathing difficulties !
she had often give me $$ since young and dote on me and zhumeimei alot
her heart was so weak now tat she had to
use medication to control her flow of breathing.
but still gotta continue working those wee hrs shifts daily.

small uncle was retrenched 2yrs back
he had been working in office environment for
the past 30yrs and now, he gotta use his bare hands
to wash cars for others. the weight that he losses hurts me.
the unclearable debt tat he had owed the bank,
letter after letter everyday in the mailbox pressing for payments
is pushing him too hard and makes him nuts !

as for daddy, i dunno wat he's doing also,
working and clearing his debts at the same time.
cant even spare some extra cash for our family expenses
always out for drinking.

all the stress and burdens had been down to me
i gotta scrimp and save for everything which i need to spend on
for my sis's education and for 3 meals to the family.
popo's health is deteriorating upon all the happenings to the family.
it hurt me so much seeing her getting upset and crying over her children's misfortune.
she always want me to find a good husband to married off
always saying that her time is almost up,
wanna carry another great grandchild before leaving.
hais ! how not to be affected after hearing all these !
seeing her wrinkled face, sitting at the sofa watching tv,
seeing her getting older and more senile,
made me realise how time had past !

i'm not like before !
not as carefree as before !
i've got a huge responsiblity to carry !
a big obstacle in front of me to overcome !
i gotta be a big adult !
an adult to shelter and protect my family .

too much stress and burden on me !
but i still gotta survive !
they are the ones who stood beside me since i was born
the 1st one who rush to the hospital when i got into a fight last time
the 1st sentence is " are you alright " instead of " why are u so naughty "
much much feelings when reflecting the past.
our togetherness is so strong last time
the times at chalet, in ktv, etc . . .
at least 20 members each outing
the smile on popo's face was so vulnerable & priceless !

i want back my happy family
and i gotta find back my happy family !

felt so randomly random !!!
i wanted to blog so much but i've got nothing to blog abt.
caught the "Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami" ytd
by looking at its title, its just like those non eye catching movie
whereby ppl would not pay any attention to it
however, its strongly recommanded by me !!!
IT'S a SUPER DUPER touching movie !
i tried very hard to control my tears, but i failed to do so.
damn damn touching story





will be on noon shift today, morning on wed and thurs,
noon on fri then to baby Genial's bday !
i hope u'll be there if u know who u are. its been long since i last saw ya.
mentioned to u but u said u gotta work, depend on situation then.
off on sat and noon shift on sun !
tats my hectic week schedule.


its coming too fast,
too fast which i couldnt give an ans
thanks for being understanding
the previous scar is too deep for me to
make room for others
i'm sorry