NaNa

2011-05-31T15:44:00.003+08:00

born
weight : 2.5kg
length : 46cm
head : 32cm

4 weeks
weight : 3.9kg
length : 51cm
head : 35.5cm

8 weeks
weight : 5.1kg
length : 55cm
head : 37cm

2011-05-24T14:03:00.001+08:00

quarreled last night after a week of peace .
i just dun understand why he cant compromise everytime
i wanted a home instead of staying in yr hse
i dowan to see yr sister's face
always treating me and enda like stranger kind of look
who not gao wei !
i wants to move out !
but u nv wanted to give me a home !
i didnt ask u to move out immediately but at least apply for BTO !
BTO still gotta wait for 3-5 yrs to build , although i gotta wait for sucha long period but
at least its some planning . not like now without and plans to move out .
and tea ceremony .
till date u still have not plan for our tea ceremony !
how long u wan me to call yr dad n mum uncle and auntie ?
dun u find it weird ?
imagine enda grows up asking why im still calling uncle and auntie !
how u wan me to explain to her ?
2 very simple but important and could affect our lives factor .
u can just ignore and telling me no $ .
yes ! no $ is a thing but have u planned at all ?
damn angry with the words u used on the conversation .
everything quarrel , nothing good comes from yr mouth .
i should have agreed when u wanted to divorce the last time we quarreled.
i'm soooo fucking tired of u !
when will u ever treat me as yr wife ?
wedding album , wedding band ...
EVERYTHING SINGLE THING !
fucking fed up !

NUH

2011-05-14T10:15:00.001+08:00

Hubby given green light to club on wed with Grace and Eric at PH ! Yes ! PH !
It's been 2 yrs already ! How time flies !
The atmosphere was so different , maybe bcus sisterhood wasn't there with me . But wat doesn't change was kzee's mixes !
Clubbed till 1am . Baby says he's tired so we went back . Quarrelled outside st James and I moved back all my belongings to my hse in the middle of the night .
In spite of anger I made a very foolish decision by popping 18 panadols . B and sis rushed me to NUH in the morning . Super discomfort in my tummy . Vomitted gastric fluid as well . I missed my dear girl so much when I'm lying on the hospital bed right now . I so wan cuddle her so much ! Enda , mummy miss u ! Wanted to be discharge right now . Let's see how the doc says !

2011-05-04T00:29:00.000+08:00

baby enda went for her check up at TMC today .

born
weight : 2.5kg
length : 46cm
head : 32cm

4 weeks
weight : 3.9kg
length : 51cm
head : 35.5cm

doctor says baby enda was growing on an acceptable range despite being born petite !
hubby and i was so elated upon hearing these .
its our 1st experience in handling and taking care of a small tiny baby of our own and we did a great job !
credits to zhumama , zhupopo and mil as well .
baby enda is so fortunate to have lots of ppl who dote on her !

2011-04-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FULL MONTH BAOBEI !

its been a month enda was out to this world .

we had pre-celebrated on 24th Apr as 29th Apr falls on friday which many couldnt make it
wanted to postponed to 30th Apr but zhumama and my mil says its not good to postpone
therefore we need to pre-celebrate

catering from zhupapa's frens and had a BIG MISUNDERSTANDING which leads to having 2 catering buffet on the day . anyway feedback was it wasnt enough if its just 1 catering . so luckily there was another to cover . food was only 6/10 . regretted to order from my dad's side .

ordered 35 boxes of full month packages with personalised card from sweetest moment . wanted to get a 3 tier cupcake but mil wants ang ku kuehs and red eggs , therefore a change of plan .

ballons and banners from kidzpartystore . this was a close shave as i tot i couldnt have the banner done . something went wrong with paypal and the store couldnt confirm my order . my hotmail doesnt allow me to sign in ! we're using email to contact all the time ! i was super worried at the point of time . the banner need 7 working days ! good thing tat the person in charge gave me a call just one day before our event . and everything was finally settled at the very last minute .

started our event at 1pm and ended around 5pm which is within my range of estimated timing .
received lots of pressie and gifts !
a big thanks to sisterhood for the pram , ntuc vouchers and baby sling ! it must have cost a bomb !

2011-04-29T01:15:00.000+08:00

IM BACK TO BLOG !

miss me ?
love me ?
hahahaha !
so much changes since my last post on 29th May 2010
- got married on 23 Oct 2010
- given birth to baby Enda on 29 March 2011
many many changes in me !
no clubbing no drinking no smoking for 1 yr !
soooo much to update !
soooo much to rant !
why do i come back to blog ?
cus somethings is to be left "unsaid"
but not UNTYPED !
am gonna update my life so that im able to view it in another 123456789 years time !

2011-04-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

2010-05-29T17:56:00.001+08:00

YUNNY !!!

i am blogging ! wahahahaha
can see how bored i am at home le .
have to resort to blogging .

nothing much to say also .
sick of repeating wat i had done and wat ive been doing
my life is down right now

i hope for a new job with my expected salary
i hope for the one whom i love to love me
i hope for everyone's best health

for more info, pls refer to www.yunnyownsyou.blogspot.com

2010-04-04T21:49:00.003+08:00

29.o3.1o

- Atlantis night with yunny .
- 1 tower of beer
- sat beside a table of 3 uncles, all hugging siam bu
- home around 2plus
- not abit of highess

31.o3.1o - Its a Girlie Affair

- PH night with yunny
- 4 bots heineken , 6 bots breezer , flaming lambo , jager bombs
- home around 3plus
- abit of highness

o1.o4.1o - PH Eve - Trilogy

- 8 bots heineken , jager bombs , apple shooter
- pissed off in the end
- left PH and went to find bubby
- Oasis and Sabai
- abit high

o2.o4.1o

- CFB with ladies
- homed and slept

o3.o4.1o - Supafly

- waraku for lunch
- watched the Clash of Titans w yunny and carrot
- vivo meet bong and where
- PH

2010-04-04T21:36:00.002+08:00

2010-03-25T15:08:00.003+08:00

PH with YUNNY !

2010-03-11T16:35:00.001+08:00

Jeans + Dorothy Perkins black top + heels , me and yunny's dress code for our clubbing last night !
While we are on our way to st James , we tot that it's still early so we route to dbl o 1st .
Vodka , shooters , gin , rum , jargar bombs . . . Omg ! Our face is hot like machiam blood wanna splurt out like tat .
Ph aftermath . Saw bro lim and company . Joined them as it's alex bday . Haha yunny , u finally gotta see ah wong Liao ! High Bo !!! Hahahahahaha
Bottles and bottles of hennessy at the table . I couldn't drink Le , so yunny keep help me tah . So sweet !!! Muacks !
Heng her Lao hor nv kee . If nt bong sure say I orbi .
Homed around 2am plus .
It's an enjoyable night with P&C !!! Hahaha

2010-03-05T09:58:00.001+08:00

I've downloaded this blogging app on my iPhone !!! Yeah !
Hey girls, Ive took leave and offs frm 4th April to 11th April. Dunno who I took but I just take . Felt like having a rest and maybe a short getaway if possible .
Ya I know ! we've been saying abt this getaway since last yr till now.
Dun worry. Zhunana will plan this time round !!! Wahahahahahahahaha
On my way to work now . . . Zzz . . .
Tired of all my noon shifts !!! Cannot meet my pisces ana cancer !!! Urrggghhhh !
April faster come !!!
Oh ya ! Not forgetting my godson Dante's full month !!! Wahahahahahahahaha

2010-02-28T13:23:00.003+08:00

haw wah & wu lian's dnd last night !
one of the main contractor technician co in hub hub
as usual, i got drunk !
heng i siam the red wine and drink beer ! wahahaha
poor mok mok keep on ta-ing red wine =)

sua diu to atlantis to continue our 2nd round
was full hse again and luckily i got my dear victor to reserve for me again
1st person to toh is mokmok !
got one stupid tech name ah PANG
keep ask me to drink ! wa kao !
in the end he also toh ! cmi !

suddenly i felt tat almost all my entries gotta do with drinking
why am i back to this kinda life again
hais !

anyway, waiting for the arrival of my lil godson !
counting down ! less than 24 hrs ! wahahahahaa
baby dante, gan ma is coming . . .

2010-02-25T16:52:00.004+08:00

i guess this should be a decent post

HEALTH

well, am sicked for the past few days
fever, flu, sore throat and cough ! wat a combo !
in the process of recovering but still, coughing
phlegms not being cleared had disrupted my voice from being headed out

and ! abt my lil toe,
i was there, at teban clinic on tue when im seeing doc for my sore throat
however, Dr Chew, the doc attending to me wasnt in,
so i've yet to seek the referral letter from him for my op
well, guess i gotta get it soon !

WORK

my schedule for March will all be in B shifts due to some
reasoning with my bosses !
so girls, i wont be meeting u guys often at CFB after work le !
and also, no need to ask wat time i knock off if im working
cus there's only a standard timing - 9pm -.-
good and bad also
i can claim shift allowance daily and also, committed me to hunt for another job real soon !
bonus will only come at 7th April
so i should be job hunting by now !
am still thinking if i should be in sales line or another OL
argghhhh !
maybe IR would be a good choice ?

2010-02-25T16:13:00.003+08:00

YUNNY'S 22nd @ PH

goodbye sayang !

guest present : where , me , zw , yunny , carrot , bong , wa , cutecute , dennis , timo and wenbin

yunny ko @ 2am plus, the girls went back with her

left with cute cute, dennis, wenbin, timo, me and zw to stay on and supper at serangoon.
its nice to see u again but u seems to be very tired.

aiya i dunno wat to blog liao !
everytime like tat , wanna blog so much but dunno wat to say !

2010-02-09T14:15:00.003+08:00

basically i had nothing much to rant about.
my daily life is just like tat
work, home, if not drink abit den home

am excited on the upcoming event
went shopping with zhumeimei ytd at bugis and town
bought quite a few pieces of dresses, tops and jumpers.
got my portable charger frm Jamzzz at sim lim and guess wat,
i bought the miniature CK one !
i sooooo addicted to the smell can !
cant stop smelling my hands while walking and shopping ard these few days !

alright ! guess im ready for CNY !
will be celebrating missy yunny's bday on 20th !
venue will be PH
guest invited would be the usual us plus jiemei and hopefully her da jie
but i doubt he'll go la !

i believe my hard work and waitings will be paid off soon !

oh ya ! my toe xray report was out !
im going for a operation as my toe was fractured
doc says tat im need an op if not it will stay this way forever
im still feeling sudden pain and i cant bend thoroughly.
my colleagues advised me to get it treated urgently.
as i might get feng shi when im old
op will be after yunny's bday !

dear sisters, pls ton with me if im warded !
znn scared to slp alone ! haha. im a humji kia

2010-02-01T01:10:00.004+08:00

overdues pic on mokmok's bday (elene's camera)

sharon, mokmok, me and elene

buddy buddy bud bud !!!

technicians and us

we can be more crazy than this !

guess where i went to last night ?

bingo !!! POWERHOUSE !

meet my bitches and went to watch "My Ex" the thai horror movie

was laughing and seeing ppl munch loller coaster ! hahaha

alright, time for me to watch my hai pai tian xin last ep le !

ending off with me !!!

*twist*

2010-01-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

Atlantis for mokmok's pre-celebration

sharon teo, baoguang, me , mokmok and 323 chukai

our fav - snap snap !

me, 392 geoffrey, mokmok, 393 francis, 374 ah jack, 385 eric, 365 siva and sharon teo !

candid by sharon ! ramen 10-ing

Kuishin-Bo for sharon teo's bday !

im bitting a super frozen strawberry !

me and ah teo

me, sharon and mummy lucy

shot 2

busy week with 2 birthday celebrations !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOK AND SHARON !!!

2010-01-29T17:04:00.003+08:00

as mentioned in FB, i'd been working consecutively for the past 10days !
non stop hits ! LOL
i dunno where my determination came from, i just wake up, head to office and home aftermath
no mc hor !
1st time see me so hardworking, everyone was shocked ! esp my supervisor who always
never fail to suan siao me !

celebrated mokmok's pre bday celebration and Atlantis last night.
more pics will be up once sharon teo comes back from her BKK trip

before heading to Atlantis !

waiting for mokmok and elene

sharon's bday dinner at Kuishin-Bo

i will not go there again as im not into raw and jap food except for Ajisan !

zi lian-ing while working

was totally exhausted physically and mentally !

imagine experiencing the long long distance to travel to office, facing the com for 10days !

worn out !

LOL !

im into techno this few days !

i digged out those cds which DJ Jamzzz frm MOS burnt for me

thinking back of the good old days at MS, sparks and MOS !

wonderful time with poem shouting, logos, and those funny funny weird dance steps

as seen frm FB, there'll be an event from the former DJs at sparks and club 3, spinning one night of technos at DXO on feb

wondering if to go anot, but sure alot of those faces i known last time.

confirm fight plus on lights ! wahahahahaha

but only once after soooo long

how how how ? jio who go leh ?

2010-01-12T00:31:00.003+08:00

i so wanted to blog so much today !
watched 海派甜心 ep 11 at work station today via my iphone
just like lin da lang, transformed into xue hai
changing so much !

this ep really touched my heart !
i believe if u're one fan of HPTX,
u'll definetly cry in this ep.
damn damn touching when xue hai accompanyed baozhu to hang zhou

2010-01-12T00:22:00.002+08:00

this is wat tats been haunting me from friday after prawning @ jurong hill with yunng

Day 1

seems ok right ?

Day 2

after applying medication

Day 3

when i returned to work
blue black all surfaced !
kena dee siao as im a diabetic person who needs to amputate my toe !
urrrggghhhhh !!!

went back to teban clinic after work just now.

doc referred me to jurong east clinic for a xray

hope everything will be alright.

2010-01-12T00:08:00.004+08:00

姐妹情深 + black dorothy perkin + sak yant kakis

when she's abt to go crazy over a super BUI de CAI

was pai ka all the way but zhunana just cant resist the temptation to club

off we went to PH to meet up with darren and his frens

its totally an awesom night with 3/4 hennesy, apple shooter, lambo and jagger bomb !

its been like 3 weeks since i last stepped into PH !

kinda missed the atmosphere there la ! hahaha

yunny, are u enjoying as much as i did ? LOL

2010-01-09T14:49:00.004+08:00

prawning after work with yunny @ jurong hill
not the fun when we prawn but the fun when we laughed at others !
and damn suay !
i hurt my toe !

how to go PH tonight !!! hais

i wanna club dance and lim !

bad romance, girls, trumpet and kzee

hope miracle happen and my toe will recover tonight ! wahahahaha

carrot ! imissunah ! bon voyage !

2010-01-05T09:40:00.003+08:00

suddenly i felt so moodless.

moodless to go out

moodless to make new fren

moodless to poke my nose into other's biz

moodless to work

moodless to fall in love

moodless to everything around me !

a short trip might improve the situation in me now.
so ladies, pls dun make me nag again. u know wat i wan !
urrrggghhhhhh !

2010-01-04T19:07:00.004+08:00

was home around 11pm on sat after outing with technicians at seletar.
nice place but the atmosphere wasnt as nice.
homed and slept early for my next off day on sunday,
woke up quite early and i prepared topshells to surprise my bitches !

only yunny tasted it.
although this horoscope queen is unable to take spicy,
she finish almost the whole container ! LOL !

bong did not meet us due to her tiredness after painting her lil breaded home.
so she didnt eat it =(

aftermath we went to have laksa steamboat with carrot ong

my face when im already super full and yunny FORCED me to swallow down the tioman fish !

tadaaa ~

THEDORE ~

mcmug, mcdull, mcdull & mcmug

bus home with yunny after lingering around vivo.

slept early.

im sucha good girl this weekend =)

i gotta be happy~ happy happy happy ~

smile nana !

2010-01-01T12:46:00.002+08:00

o1.o1.2o1o ~

like others, i had my wishlist too.

wishes for 2o1o !

- class 3 licence
- class 2B if possible =p
- changed working environment
- get my LV damier neverfull
- LV damier elise wallet
- stablised family's income
- popo's health to get better

and of cus a good partner cum hubby for me !

i wanna get married ! LOL

2009-12-28T17:01:00.002+08:00

I WANNA BLOG AND RANT !!!

ALL MEN ARE JERKS !!!

I DUN BELIEVE I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT THEM !!!

2009-12-25T16:09:00.008+08:00

23rd December 2oo9

locations : supperclub, double o, atlantis and powerhouse

members : yunny, zw, kammy, steven and wilson

the red red 姐妹情深

cheers ~

when 3 isnt enough,

we'll get 5 !

was having our jargerbomb when jasper tapped me from behind.

its been quite sometime since i last saw him.

not forgetting the smell of his ! wahahaha

met up with kmy, wilson and steven at powerhouse.

the queue was damn f* long and we decided to sua to Atlantis instead !

see !!! force me to drink !

the "hughug" guy !!!

on our way back to powerhouse after Atlantis closes.

drunk ! i admit. beer, martel, lambo, jargerbomb, shooters, lychee martini, redbull vodka and gin tonic !!!

ZhuNaNa !!! u more and more eh sai liao ! wee ~ kidney not pain si gey !

24th December 2oo9

xmas eve countdown at my hse !

see the ba porssss . . .

ate our steamboat, exchanged our gifts and watch dvds.

sorry sisters, im abit tired so didnt really accompany u girls after dinner.

anyway, thanks for yr CONDOMS ! CARROT ONG !

i knew tat u would buy these kinda thingy !

will be heading to ATLANTIS tonight !

roars ~

merry christmas to u ~

dun be sad that u're in camp right now.

hope my call had accompanied u at least for a while

during this xmas countdown.

hope to celebrate xmas 2o1o with ya !

2009-12-20T23:28:00.003+08:00

i just took 1 panadol and a flu tablet.

my eyes were so damn heavy now

but i cannot slp !

gotta tahan for another 30mins before the

clock strive 0000 !!!

gotta send him a bday msg !

am wondering what is he doing now. . .

生日快乐 !!!

2009-12-20T21:54:00.002+08:00

was at Atlantis for the past few days
with technicians on fri and
yunny + carrot ytd.
pre-celebration for cute cute's bday
i was down with fever-high fever
but i insisted to go just to see him
he was damn damn drunk
but at least, i'm there to look out for him

i miss him, seriously.
i dun think he'll rmb tat he intro me as his gf to his frens
although i knew tat he wasnt even conscious when he said tat
but im contented afterall
u're cold to me, as usual.
but its ok. as long as i did my part, and i hope one day
u'll be touched.

it'll be yr 21st after 12 tonight.

happy bday cute cute !
hope u'll enjoy yr day !

2009-12-09T15:53:00.002+08:00

heading to sembawang after work for my 16GB iphone white !!!
hip hip !!! HURRAY ~
been waiting for soooo many months already !!!
always seeing carrot and yunny using theirs at coffee bean,
made me so tempted to get one too.
dun have to borrow zhumeimei's itouch when im on my bed bed
wahahahahaha ~

events for this week :

thurs - PLAY ? ainah, onzzz bo ?
fri - PH ?
sat - PH ?
sun - where's bday bbq @ wcp

december still to past so quickly
maybe due to the promotions and celebrations everywhere
everyone's hoping for a better year !

i hope the best for my family,
its really a crucial period now
no matter wat we will become,
we shall stick as one family !

2009-12-04T18:47:00.002+08:00

i dunno why
i just feel that i'm sucha loser
losing in every aspect of life
be it character or personality
i'll only repent aft things were in their final stages
its totally too late to regret or to make any amendments
i only realise who is the one who truly will
understand or stay by me when i'd already lost them
being together required both party to give in
however, if one party decided to give up,
things will turn ugly and unable to salvage
human changes, so do u

i gave up .

2009-11-26T17:04:00.007+08:00

its been long since i took pic of myself.
new hair colour done on sunday during JB trip w bong, yunny and zw.
i was sick of my ash gold colour so decided to change to something new !

tadaa ~
presenting to u, copper red !

do i look younger or sexier ? wahahahahaa

met up with girl girl and clara at vivo last evening,

catched up abit while im waiting for zw and yunny to come.

photos of clara and me will be up once mummy belle uploads

the clock strikes 9pm and clara and mama gotta leave.

so i walked to st james and waited for zw and yunny

for our fav session ~

PH !!!

didnt enjoyed much as we didnt drink much

and it was quite crowded which i dk why

pic taken on wed evening when i went to girl's hse to visit clara after work

called esther and we went to bishan for prawning session

we reached ard 1010 and went off at 1130

no mood and due to my tiredness, we left early

managed to catch 5 prawnies during the 1hr session

presenting you, clara and gan ma !

she's still so adorable !

cute cute cute lil ball

very active nowadays and she can understand my language !

2009-11-26T16:20:00.002+08:00

i was browsing thru my lappy and pc and i found these pics,

a pic speaks a thousand words.

i know u since i'm 17

back then we were still so innocent and pure,

so sweet and so lovely

u're sucha a giant and i often would wanna hug u so much !

i broke yr heart too many times which causes

something unpleasant to happen to u

maybe its fated tat u need to reflect while u're in there

u became a total different person after u're out

i always thot tat u'll be the only one who'll stand by me

no matter what happen and even if the whole world is against me

u're always my pillar of strength no matter how and where i fall

even if its hurting u, u wouldnt even breathe a word to it

i had somehow took advantages of yr kind heartedness

but u forgive and forget everytime

right now, everything changes

including u !

i see no point in keeping all these photos and im gonna

delete it from my pc and lappy.

maybe one day i'll only realise if i happen to browse to this post again

u'll always be the dumb dumb and cute cute

whom i knew

the memories that we shared were too much and

too deep for me to forget

i wouldnt want that incident to be haunting me,

i need and i have to erase u from my memory

take care

2009-11-23T14:52:00.005+08:00

BAD ROMANCE - Lady GaGa

i was happily humming this song when i'm on my way to you
it turned out to be the fav track of yours when i arrived
hoping that i could returned all my regrets
but it turned out the opposite way
i was wrong in the past but i had already repented
i went down all the way just for a chance
but i was wrong
i begin to you
i hope to forget everything in the past and
start all over again
forget means to not even rmb any of u !
heartless creatures !

i want and i will enjoy every single sec of mine now
i wouldnt brood over things and be unhappy
and i seriously hate YOU !
i used to think tat u'll still be the one for me when everything
is against me , but u proved me wrong now
i know u for 4 long yrs, but it just took 4mins for u to break my heart

2009-11-20T01:17:00.004+08:00

my eyes are tired
but i cant get to slp
there's still a promise which hasnt been done
i'm waiting since 9pm till now
i hope for miracle to happen
but somehow it seems not
im starting all over again
this time, its really frm scratch
now i believe in retribution
karma will be with me after all my incorrects were cleared
and i believe so
hurt is nothing to me
i'm used to it
hatred might be something new
but i hope i wont be long
im too used to this kinda way of life
im gonna change it !
live once and tats for all
a brand new me would improve this situation of mine

2009-11-16T09:35:00.003+08:00

super angry with the f* up management they had !
they tot that they're being so wonderful and pleasent whereby
they are just a small and simple environment which nobody would notice !
i'm soooo f*ing tired when i knock off at 9pm already
was supposed to take my part time pay at bugis,
nobody inform me that they had change to the sup's place - bek chek no 1 !

i took mrt to outram, then bus-ed to tat ulu place.
i called a few time to them but all seemed to be in those sucky attitude
machiam i owe them $$ like tat !
suggested to transfer to me, they say cannot, need to sign.
so i told them tat i will collect the next day at the pub directly,
she say cannot. in tat case i end of mth den can take pay !
reached tat ulu place and i dunno how to walk !
called them again. they pass the phone like machiam a ball like tat - bek chek no 2 !!

collect my damn pathetic pay,
damn little only ! they only gave me my hourly rate w/o commission,
i called her again asking the reason,
she told me that commission will be taken at the end of mth only ! - bek chek no 3 !!!

i took the cash and went off without another word
was so tired and penting on the way up to the unit.
so damn angry lor !

2009-11-15T17:23:00.004+08:00

366 mark came and fetch me from office
meet up with 385 eric and 392 geoffrey at
D' Kranji Farm Resort
"he" used to bring me there to prawn
during the courting period
he taught me how to prawn too
time flies and its been half a yr since then

chilled abit and we headed to vivo for our "2012"
the movie is damn long ! 2.5hrs !
something like the titanic, but in modern style
3.5/5 for this movie !

365 siva sent me home aftermath
everybody was like so shagged and tired
slept and here i am, typing away at my farrr farrr away office
waiting for the time to tick tock tick tock till 9pm !

gotta head down to bugis to collect my pay for the 1day work at pub
lonely sunday ~

the pain in my kidney is killing me !
damn damn painful
cant even walk properly or sit for long,
wat happened to me ?
why is it like tat ?

2009-11-13T16:13:00.002+08:00

im so f*ing irritated by msn
told me to upgrade to newer version
and so i did !
after installing i cant log in at all
error msg saying tat my firewall is blocking when i already turn my firewall off !
ll gotta use ebuddy !
anyone can help me to solve the prob ?
am i the only one who encounter this ?
wat is happening man ? i dun wanna bring my lappy to service !
PLS HELP ME ~

went over to clara's 1st bday at aranda on wed night.
my baby god-daughter finally turned 1 !
she is still so chubby and cute.
i hope i could stay longer but tat fatty is already at the carpark !
sorry girlgirl , sorry clara
i promise i'll make up again to u 2 !

chalet at chervons on thurs night for yen's bday
full strength of sisterhood was present.
although yen only book one of the rooms,
but it seems like the whole place was full of her frens !
and some um jia lan fren !
dun wanna mention it here to dirt my blog.
ccb, think she very sat like tat
hahaha, xmm, u still dunno how high is the sky how deep is the sea leh !
come and xialan with me ! siao siao ~

2days of rest !
indeed im refreshed and energised.
gonna work tmr !
jiayou ~

2009-11-08T13:57:00.003+08:00

everyone seems to have a long day ytd, so did i
woke up at 0620, bath and headed to tat far far away place to work
work was so-so without high volume of calls
all of us was like slacking and surfing net
changed and makeup and getting ready to pang kang at 1800

went down to seany's work place for a drink
as i need to wait till 2100
we catch up a lil before i headed down to ms
glad to see him enrolling in some courses for his day job
he's been nightlife-ing for so long already !
the shag and haggard face explains all

reached ms around 2045
got there early to check out the environment before i start to work
recieved a call frm bro lim !
i was so touched tat he came purposely just to support this sis of his !
he's been very supportive la
open a bottle of mckallen for him and his gf only
ever since destiny till now, he nv reject anything which i had requested
i simply love him la !

my group of technician came too
some unhappy thingy happened so they left early
instructed me to call them after work
like machiam scared i kena eaten by the ppl in the pub like tat
i like the working environment but i somehow or rather i just dun feel comfortable
maybe its bcus i've left this kinda nightlife since 2yrs ago
abit odd and awkward to come back to the old me again
entertained abit here and there, off work at 0100
felicia the sup did ask me to voice out my comment
and of cus, i did !
am still deciding if to continue working there
need to wear heels lor . i hate it !

am meeting my ladies later to get yen's pressie !
alamak ! siao liao la !
same day got 2 bday !
somemore is close de leh
big big hole in my pocket le ~ hais
nvm la, happy jiu hao !

2009-11-07T10:08:00.003+08:00

S -A - T - U - R - D - A - Y ! ! !

gonna be a long day.
work ends at 6pm,
gotta linger and changed to proceed with another job.
1st day after 2yrs, might not get used to it
but u gotta try, no choice.
huan jing suo bi !
hope tonight will be full of cust, den can earn $$ le
i not drink much, if possible i wont drink, as per promised !
huat ar ~

2009-11-02T10:31:00.004+08:00

its a monday morning !
my 1st day in Nov and i'm late. -.- " duh ~
who ask me, backside itchy, got straight mrt to paya lebar
dowan take, purposely go to yew tee and wait for
biao jie to fetch ! see la ! fetch until late. hahahaha
there goes my $50 ~ incentives . hais ! sob sob .
nvm, gonna work hard for my productivity and call etiquette
for the other $100 !!!

was on full shift today ! sigh ~
stupid sharon say together gather OT !
in the end she MC !
left me alone in the night !
damn scary sia, after hearing all the incident happened in this office ~
eeewwwww ~ i wanna go home fast !

many was shocked that i actually hid at home on halloween night !
unbelievable right ?! wahahahahaha
bong, py, carrot and zw went to saw the sickening gore SAW VI
of cus i didnt tag along.
hate this kinda movie ! so gore ! so bloody ! so violent ! so eeeee . . .

anyway, HAPPY BDAY to small auntie ! =)
time flies and u're already in yr 50s
sheng ri kuai le !
hope for the best of health for you !

started P again since last sat.
gonna lose a few more pounds !
jia you !
strict strict diet ! no more supper !
jian fei ! jian fei ! jian fei !

2009-11-01T20:23:00.001+08:00

no mood to blog
dunno wat to blog
lazy to blog

2009-10-28T21:49:00.002+08:00

i couldnt take it anymore
went to the doctor and gotten mc for today !
there goes 1 of my smiley ~ =(
i've tolerated all the way le ! why cant i just lun for 3days more !
why am i sick at this timing ?
gotten 10 Ps
gonna be a dieting week again !

slp the whole day
didnt want to go anywhere
the cough syrup had made me drowsy
slp and slp and slp
while i blog, my eyes just cant stay focus
gonna KO soon i guess

i need to find another part time job.
im earning lesser and i need more $$
this is my lowest point of live
luck had not been good
health, worsen !
gotta offer some prayers during my offdays . . .

2009-10-27T15:21:00.004+08:00

here i am, coughing away since last sat.
getting worse today.
lost of voice made my job difficult for me,
couldnt speak properly and often had to repeat.
i didnt know why im down with sore throat !
siansssss ~

4days more to the end of oct.
this month, im getting all my 3 smileys for my performance report card !
no mc, no late, no urgent leave, no errors !
a straight $150 extra ! woohoo ~

was deciding wat to get for god daughter's 1st bday on nov.
time passes so fast !
i could still vividly rmb how we celebrated her 1st mth
when she's still sooo small and fragile
right now, i think she's even stronger than her petite mummy ! wahahaha
cant wait to carry her !

irrisistable !

2009-10-26T20:37:00.002+08:00

i'm used to be alone.
with or without you, it doesnt make a diff !

2009-10-21T13:37:00.002+08:00

alright man ! its wed night !
am going to club today ! party hard !!!
by right i should be off today and tmr due to some events,
but its not neccessary already and
had changed my offs to friday and sun instead !
its a party week and i'm gonna club tonight, fri and sat !
long island tea, apple shooter, flaming lambo & heineken !
woohoo ~ drink drank drunk, fling flirt fuck ! LOL !!!

no reasons to say my entry is emo ! rainbow liao hor !

*hope u'll enjoy yr day ! happy bday to you ~

2009-10-17T14:41:00.002+08:00

problems after problems !
am i able to stop all these ?

big uncle had been confirmed nose cancer,
he's one healthy uncle who'll take the stairs instead of
the lift to his unit at 11th storey daily !
he dun smoke and drink only like once in a blue moon !
he's a super nice guy who'll fetch me to work
every morning when i used to work at AR
despite being late for his work.

small auntie had got heart disease which causes
her breathing difficulties !
she had often give me $$ since young and dote on me and zhumeimei alot
her heart was so weak now tat she had to
use medication to control her flow of breathing.
but still gotta continue working those wee hrs shifts daily.

small uncle was retrenched 2yrs back
he had been working in office environment for
the past 30yrs and now, he gotta use his bare hands
to wash cars for others. the weight that he losses hurts me.
the unclearable debt tat he had owed the bank,
letter after letter everyday in the mailbox pressing for payments
is pushing him too hard and makes him nuts !

as for daddy, i dunno wat he's doing also,
working and clearing his debts at the same time.
cant even spare some extra cash for our family expenses
always out for drinking.

all the stress and burdens had been down to me
i gotta scrimp and save for everything which i need to spend on
for my sis's education and for 3 meals to the family.
popo's health is deteriorating upon all the happenings to the family.
it hurt me so much seeing her getting upset and crying over her children's misfortune.
she always want me to find a good husband to married off
always saying that her time is almost up,
wanna carry another great grandchild before leaving.
hais ! how not to be affected after hearing all these !
seeing her wrinkled face, sitting at the sofa watching tv,
seeing her getting older and more senile,
made me realise how time had past !

i'm not like before !
not as carefree as before !
i've got a huge responsiblity to carry !
a big obstacle in front of me to overcome !
i gotta be a big adult !
an adult to shelter and protect my family .

too much stress and burden on me !
but i still gotta survive !
they are the ones who stood beside me since i was born
the 1st one who rush to the hospital when i got into a fight last time
the 1st sentence is " are you alright " instead of " why are u so naughty "
much much feelings when reflecting the past.
our togetherness is so strong last time
the times at chalet, in ktv, etc . . .
at least 20 members each outing
the smile on popo's face was so vulnerable & priceless !

i want back my happy family
and i gotta find back my happy family !

2009-10-13T17:10:00.004+08:00

felt so randomly random !!!
i wanted to blog so much but i've got nothing to blog abt.
caught the "Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami" ytd
by looking at its title, its just like those non eye catching movie
whereby ppl would not pay any attention to it
however, its strongly recommanded by me !!!
IT'S a SUPER DUPER touching movie !
i tried very hard to control my tears, but i failed to do so.
damn damn touching story

will be on noon shift today, morning on wed and thurs,
noon on fri then to baby Genial's bday !
i hope u'll be there if u know who u are. its been long since i last saw ya.
mentioned to u but u said u gotta work, depend on situation then.
off on sat and noon shift on sun !
tats my hectic week schedule.

its coming too fast,
too fast which i couldnt give an ans
thanks for being understanding
the previous scar is too deep for me to
make room for others
i'm sorry

2009-10-10T20:44:00.002+08:00

know wat nana did when its saturday night and sunday is her offday ?

club ?
prawn ?
drink ?
movie ?
slacking outside ?

LOL !!! none of the above !!!
she's at home blogging!
i guess i'm too tired to go out.
cashless is another factor contributing to the not going out reason
or maybe, i'm too sick of travelling around,
imagine i gotta travel from one end to the other everyday
passing by town and central area.
SO TIRING !!!

lotsa mixed feelings in me.
i just wanna start afresh.
i wan a brand new me.
i'm trying very hard,
and i guess i'm almost there
=)

2009-10-06T22:31:00.001+08:00

i am sick and tired.
fever but cant take MC.
tired but still gotta wake up early and work
i felt like collapsing !

HELP ~

2009-10-02T23:59:00.004+08:00

Last Dday @ AOS Building, 2D Ayer Rahjah Crescent

Level 3 ! Technical Service Department !

the emergency lift we'll rush to every evening and night for shuttle bus !

the handicapped toilet which i used to change at 9pm.

my fav toilet seat everytime despite the handicapped one

the staircase which i used for "illegal" smoke breaks

the pantry whereby i always eat maggie at

welcome to the office !

before packing !

my last view before i left AOS for the last time !

woke up at 6am, prepared and rushed to the wait for bus to Jurong East Mrt.

took the train from JE to Paya Lebar Mrt.

upon arrival, took company shuttle bus to Da Vinci Building .

the whole journey took abt 1.5 hrs since i step outta hse and to office

i dun quite like the environment there

tables were small and chairs were rocky

they spoiled my monitor and was replaced by an old and yellow monitor !

kaos !

afterall, i still miss the old building.

its super tiring to travel to and fro from one end to the other everyday .

i gotta tolerate till Dec and then , *phiew* !

i'll be gone !

2009-09-27T20:11:00.004+08:00

home again on a lonely sunday.
nv been sucha good girl to stay home on off days
and after work
didnt wan to spend money on useless things also

FTT on 1st Oct @ BBDC
hope i can pass this very 1st time
am taking class 2B licence after i got my class 3

more and more problem
stress is adding on and on
wat could be more worst than this ?

im hoping for some companion to sit beside me by the beach
to listen to the waves of the sea and to look at the full moon
on moon cake festival day which is next sat.

2009-09-24T12:32:00.006+08:00

home after work had became a routine since last week.
im so proud of myself ! *clap clap*
collected my Asus lappy at Burlington Square with zhumeimei ytd
i need to get a router for both my PC and lappy to surf !
zhumeimei says Eugene's gonna change his router so
we can use his old one
but i'm still looking for cheap and surf-able router in case
Eugene change his mind.
any lobang ? pls intro. thanky !
site visit to my new office at 1630 later on.
gonna shift to new office on 30th Sep - delayed again !
might as well change to 1st Oct, new month new office ma !
had checked to route to new office
i can take straight bus 51 but, a total of 87 bus stops
before i can reach office ! WOW !!! can go crazy !
alternative route will be bus to Jurong East, mrt to Paya Lebar then
company shuttle bus to office.
abit leh chey but time saving than the 87 bus stops.
i need lotsa mentally strength for me to wake up early and tahan the journey !
i can do it !
*giggles*
lots of pics taken in our old but memorable office

i miss taking cab to Ayer Rajah Crescent !

i miss smoking at the staircase !

i miss the table and chairs which i'm seating for the past 1yr plus !

i miss the underground food and the ABB vegetarian store !

2009-09-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

been home the whole day !
good good girl ~
caught " The Ugly Truth " with sisterhood.
super nice comedy which tells all facts between man and women !
4.5 / 5 stars !

i'm facing a huge family problem right now.
due to some reasons, i gotta shift house.
mum & dad wants me to visit the HDB main office
during one of my offdays.
dad had some choices in mind, AMK , Bishan , Hougang or
somewhere in the East .
a big change in the environment might do me better.
they need to add my name as one of the applicant for the flat.
meaning , i wouldnt be able to purchase any more unit
if i'm married during the period of time when
we're still loaning from the bank.

hais, problem after problem.
when will these ever end ?
i'm tired !

sometimes, i only hope for a warm hug ~

2009-09-20T10:12:00.003+08:00

i'm just like a reborn person after a hard cry

in the early morning at west coast park since thursday.

work, friends, colleagues were all very concerned abt me

they knew tat i'll be strong, and i will be !

gotta be busy during the next few weeks as i'll be

moving to my new office at paya lebar on 29th Sep !

excited but sad to travel so far every morning.

at the same time, i hope that a new environment will

change the lifestyle and workstyle which i'm having now.

memories of a particular car waiting downstair when i knock off

will soon be forgotten totally.

watch the "Blood Ties" with da jie last night at vivo.

headed to laksa steamboat aftermath

super sinful to have such high cholesterol dinner during midnight !

i wanna watch " The Ugly Truth"

the preview seems to be so funny !

and "Phobia 2" as well.

although i know i'll only watch 1/4 of it.

i wanna go prawning !

i felt that prawning is the best way to relax myself during this period of time !

i wanna eat the prawn noodles at lavender !

missed it so much !

i wanna go chalet or BBQ !

i wanna meet all ppl whom i've not met and whom i miss so much !

most importantly, i wanna forget those things which i wanna forget ASAP !!!

2009-09-18T16:24:00.005+08:00

thanks for all the companion esp W
i'm awake, fully awake.
gotta move on to another chapter of my life.
brooding over isnt better, letting go is wat i should do
no matter how much the memory was, time will washes everything
this time round i learnt :

to love someone, i gotta let him go
no point holding on when he wants to leave

deep deep hurt deep deep cut,
rest assured ! it wont be long.

FOR . . .

i'm NANA !

2009-09-08T12:45:00.003+08:00

I'M TRYING TO BE UNDERSTANDING !
BUT HAVE YOU EVER GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO UNDERSTAND YOU ?

2009-09-07T10:14:00.003+08:00

woke up @ 1130am ytd
gotta offer prayers to grandaunt @ bishan
its 49days after her death
met carrot @ bugis around 430pm and offered our prayers
at the temple, blessing our safe trip to genting.
met up with bong and yunnie @ cine aftermath
shop & slack around wisma,
back to cine for "Bruno" .
Lame gay comedy but quite alright for time slacking.
cabbed home and kay3 called to change shift with me .
will be in the am shift today !
still pending if to go prawning with the rest tonight.
dowan to spend any $$ but i'm sooo tempt to prawn.
planned to sell my N95 away, its soo irritating to see the
lines in between the screen as well as to get a lil cash frm it.
i'mm damnnn f*ing poor !!!
pls bless me to strike 4D or toto even if its just a few hundred bucks !

he will sms me occasionally and reply me.
unlike the past months
whereby he dun even care if i'm dead !
i can see that he's really very tired to work
continuously everyday w/o a offday !
waking up in the wee hrs whereby i'm still sound asleep.

although we dun have much time for each other
but i will understand !
sometimes we'll just have to give and take.
and i'm certain that we're capable of doing so .
2 days to our 4th monthsary !
i wan a simple dinner with you.
after tat, u can go home rest. didnt wanna tired u out also .

2009-09-05T15:58:00.002+08:00

曾梓淞 !!!

although u're out of Xing Guang 5, but u're the champion in me !!!
my tears dropped when the results were announced in the last part.

i love you !!!

2009-08-28T13:34:00.003+08:00

itsssss frrridaaayyyyy !!!

today is my 3rd day of noon shift,
i gotta work from wed all the way till next thurs
before getting my offday on fri .
super super tiring !
i sooo pissed with electrical devices around me !
my N97 with the broken lines on the screen,
my super duper lag PC with slow access to internet
and keep on prompting for windows software.
damn irritating !

okayyy,
wat i gotta do on a friday night ?
club ? prawn ? movie ?
no idea !
felt like watching FD 4 but i'm scared !
need to find a brave hunk to watch with me , wahahahaha !

back to work, and await for the clock to strike 9 !

i gotta get back to my stirct diet !
felt tat i had gain quite a few pounds back !

2009-08-26T13:55:00.002+08:00

a night @ the night safari with him , jolene and irwan .
we went late and gave zoo a missed.
this is the 4th time i went to night safari since 2oo9. LOL !
i could even memorised what's the next animal
when we're boarding the tram.

thanks for accompanying me even thought u're damn tired
i can sense the tiredness of sleeping only for 2-3hrs a day
from ur teary, tired and restless eyes
i was so happy when u held my hands while
we stroll down the path towards night safari
this kinda feeling was long lost back then . . .

2009-08-20T10:17:00.007+08:00

dinner @ pasir ris sakura with jimmy + esther ,
adrian + clara , ah boy + siambu for girlgirl's
pre bday celebration
finally able to see my cute lil clara !
dinner was fun if only without the "extras"
sorry for not staying after dinner,
i was tired and simply do not have the mood to do anything
i promise that i will make up for u !
sorry my dear girl, i hope that u'll enjoy the dinner last night

2009-08-18T18:58:00.008+08:00

i'm gonna concentrate on my life
what i gotta do and what i wanna do
been sucha good girl lately,
went to work every single day since 1st August
home or slack with sisterhood and slept early

many goals and dreams to be fulfilled

- class 3 licence
- class 2B licence
- slim down to my ideal weight
- full attendence to acheive my smiley faces
- get my LV damier neverfull
- to forget all unhappiness and start afresh !

2009-08-17T18:13:00.002+08:00

its been 5days
finally, i let it out
not to tolerate any longer
tears might be flowing
but i guess, this time, it wont be long

forgetting every single thing
every single word and every places
erasing off from my memory
right back to where u've started

thank you and goodbye ~

2009-08-14T18:53:00.004+08:00

genting trip coming up

11th 12th 13th Sep

We're still deciding to stay in which hotel.
Either 1st World or Resort
Resort definitely will be more expensive but
we're able to share 4pax per room
whereas for !st world, only maximum 3 due to
the limited space in the room

not spending much on lodging but more on gambling !
LOL !

dear sisters, pls gather asap to discuss on this matter !

2009-08-11T13:23:00.003+08:00

09/08/09

prawning with bong, yunnie, where, carrot at Shi Wai, Jurong West, Japanese Garden
no luck !
manage to catch around 9 prawns from 10pm-1am
bong and carrot left 1st, so the 9 tiny mini prawnies was
divided by the 3 of us.
meet dearie aftermath and went to JB
pump petrol, car wash, ate wanton soup and lok lok .
back to spore ard 5am
home, bathed and slept ard 6am
all the way till the next evening 7pm
this is how we spend our 3 monthsary together !

10/09/09

my official offday !
intend to go to Bencoolen for praying with bong
but i woke up late !
was told tat they're going to prawn , again !
but this time round @ Bishan !
they are prawning further and further ! LOL ~
dear fetch me to join them at around 10plus
prawned till 0125 and i managed to catch more than
10 prawnies ! wow ! a great acheivement !
divided and each got back 6 prawnies ~ hahahahaha
mummy gonna nag again, she keeps on
complaining that the prawn had got big head
but small body ! haha
it will become super tiny after cooked !
my cute mummy !

bong and girlgirl both says that i'm being very emo nowadays
they both were the cloest to me !
they totally understand how i feel
however, i had completely no idea since when i'd became so emo
i guess i had been thinking too much recently
work, family and r/s .
burdens and burdens adding on to me
i need to relax !
there's so much i wanna say but so little that i can speak out
i am all along adding stress to myself
a tough deicision for me to hold on or let go
i have to decide all by myself and once decided, i cant regret
i'm not going to behave like this anymore
i wan back the former me !
the happy-go-lucky chick !
dear frens, pls wait for my return and meanwhile,
ur support is all i need !

i had applied the leave for our genting trip on sep !
hope that it will be approved !
i need a break ~

2009-08-02T17:04:00.006+08:00

swop to my old CPU and i found all these classic pics !

ME !

do i look very different ?

Destiny Pub !

the reason why i love her so much !

through thick and thin, drunk and not drunk !

we're indeed waitresses

our pool table for other purpose

xmas party was the best then !

the K world !

my 18th bdae with them

the past us 3yrs back

i sincerely miss ya

babyface ! our chop chop must go everynight

bestie ! mushrum mei !

Sisterhood

3yrs back ?

spot the difference ?

here comes the classic one! LOL

major changes in ...

start laughing now !

2009-08-02T16:40:00.004+08:00

tempted and off we went to powerhouse on friday night.
i rushed home after work @ 9pm, bathed and prepared.
cabbed down with zw to meet up with carrot and yunnie @ st james
we reached at around 10.50pm, headed to dragonfly 1st as there's an event going on
@PH and will only end around 11plus.

dragonfly was damn damn packed !
we took out our balance and the only place they gave us was at the counter,
with ppl walking pass every single sec,
was damn pissed ! we drank 1 glass each
and went back to powerhouse as its 11plus.
found a table and took out our bottle again.
imagine the 4 of us, to finish
1 black label, 4 shots, 1 jar long island, 2 flaming lambo
in 3hrs plus.
as expected, carrot KO 1st and we intend to go off around 3am.
cabbed to send carrot home and
i went to find cindy as promised @ dbl o with zw.
reached and went to living room as dbl o closes @ 4am.
i swear that it will be my 1st and last time @ living room !
the place is full of angmohs and the songs they spin is all trance music.
we self entertained each other and dragged till 6am.

best part is i gotta work @ 8.30am later on.
i told myself tat i need and must go to work !
i had set the alarm but my hp's batt went flat before i could wake up
in the morning.
i gave work a miss again !

woke up around 3 in the afternoon,
i went to Jasper's hse for mahjong session @ Jurong West.
won $10plus and reached home @ 7am.
relax and peaceful sat night !

my com is going berserk !
i need some backups !
no pics for the time being !

2009-07-31T16:26:00.003+08:00

29/07/09

it is my off day !
cindy jio go play mahjong with jasper's frens @ CCK
me and cindy share one place,
won $35, $17.50 each.
home around 4am and good night

30/07/09

worked till 9pm,
went over to mok's gf, elene place for mahjong
with van, straight after work.
homed, bathed and sleep.

31/07/09

work again !
shall be meeting carrot, yunnie and geek for
sheesha session tonight @ arab street.

this shows how bored and simple life i'm leading these few days,
sisterhood is always busy with their work and things.
i didnt know who else can accompany me so
i seek companion from my ex and present colleagues.

2009-07-28T16:49:00.004+08:00

UPDATED !

Work

been very stressful nowadays.
no more mc leave for me and
i'm only left with 2days of leave.
it had been confirmed that we'll be moving
to paya lebar during beginning of sep.
i'm still pending if i should continue with this
job and followed them from west to east every morning
or should i change to anther environment to start
all over again ?
times are bad, i know.
getting a job with a sufficient and acceptable salary is
much difficult than the past.
however, do i have the determination to
travel all the way frm west to east every morning
even before the sun rises ?

Family

grand aunt's funeral had all been set.
the wake lasted for 5days @ rivervale crescent.
tiredness had exhausted me thoroughly.
i gotta work, attend the wake and slept late
tiring, but worth it all for the sake of grandaunt.
may u rest in peace and bless us in whatever way u can.
thanks and i misses u alot !

Sisterhood

nothing much, slack @ plaza,
didnt had the time to meet them often
as i'm a workaholic now ! LOL
no choice, but will be waiting for
our next st james trip to finish the bottle.

am too engrossed into "超級星光大道第五季 " as intro by mok,
beginning he was sitting beside me laughing as he watched,
i asked, wat's so funny and he gave me the link to watch.
right now, i'm the one laughing even louder beside him.

~ i wish i wish i wish ~

2009-07-20T09:18:00.004+08:00

BBQ celebration on 11/07/09

here comes my cake ~

as u can see who's doing their job and who's the extras who stand there take pic only

eat and eat and eat

cook and cook and cook for the eat and eat and eat

i'm soooo happy

my beautiful cake ~

DHL group ! former starhubbers

current starhub group !

Destiny's Child

some of sisterhood

Eugene's family

my one and only

i wish for the best for my cloest frens and family

*twist*

hahahahahaha ~

yen bring her homework here lor ! wat roxy roxy

zhumama & zhupapa

full squat !

sisters forever ! thanks for being there all these yrs

mini celebration under my blk.
sisterhood, family, colleagues and frens were present.
although it rained abit, but the weather was still fine.
thanks to my technicians who finished my liquor
slack around 1am and we call it a night !

2009-07-20T08:47:00.006+08:00

Some of the pics at Sabai on 10/07/09

zhupapa zhumama cousin jolene & angela

short of zhumeimei, next yr den bring her club

dunno whether its her bdae or mine, all pics are of her !

bong where carrot & geek ! i love geek's face

kup ~

see ! i'm sooo excited ! know why ?

cus , he's here !

candid shot by ms yunnie !

i didnt even know i took this !

i love bong's face ! so natural

drunk liao ~

happy family but not all was present

brother lim & me !

my newly made fren, mingjuan & my all time fav, girlgirl ~

reached sabai @ ard 2150. we're super early and kiasu lor !

sabai's crew were still sweeping the floor

while we were waiting outside the entrance.

ordered 2 martell and 5 juggies !

not drunk ! but very high ~

cute cute and co came ard 11plus while

dearie reached 12plus with mr happy & co

zhumama was saying that its only once in a yr tat

she can come out to party in the night

like bong said, my bdae celebration will defintely gotta be

something to do with liquor ever since my legal age to drink ! LOL

thanks to those who're present to make the night enjoyable !

2009-07-17T20:32:00.003+08:00

BBQ celebration was a success.
Sisterhood full squad was present !
my 21st bdae celebration came to an end.
was at dear's hse for the past 5days.
brought me to ECP, Iluma to catch bear bear.
we had been spending heavily catching the bear and tshirts !
time to save our money instead of spending it like tat.

it wasnt a happy and wonderful 21 for me.
there are somethings which i couldnt get over and
somethings which i couldnt get rid from my mind.
i hope that all these would come to an end.
i wouldnt wan to spend all my days in tears.
i wanna be happy.
deep down from my heart.

carrot's bdae celebration tmr.
planned to have dinner @ Cine,
no programmes after tat.
will be deciding where to head on the spot.
happy 21st to us !

2009-07-10T09:14:00.003+08:00

the long awaiting day has arrived !

it's finally friday ! the drink drank drunk night !
will be held @ Sabai (hopefully the underage guys manage to sneak in)
if not will have to relocated to other clubs.
had informed daddy and mummy to be present as well.
hope dad will not change his mind last min,
no fun without him drunk ! haha !

tmr will be the BBQ session ! almost 90% of the preparation done ~
majority of those invited will be attending.
but still, i'm not happy.
there's this person whom i wants her presence more than anythin else.
somehow, she knew it, but she choose not to turn up.
i wanted to apologise in person but i dun think i'll get the chance
my bdae wish will be as simple,
hope sisterhood will nv break our sistership as we had
planned to drink kopi and go market together when we're in our 40s.

if u happened to see this post,
pls note tat i'm truly sorry,
i still hope to return to the past
all i want is ur presence tonight and tmr !
we had planned this together ,
the day had finally arrived.
it wont be complete with ur absence.

i'll just take things step by step.
too much for me to handle all my emotions now
esp after seeking advice from ah jhan ek.
i dowan all these things to happen.
if all these gonna happened after my 21st,
i rather not celebrate it !

meanwhile, i just hope miracle will happen after 14th July.
i know i shouldnt felt so down,
but i'm already looking at the very positive side !

2009-07-07T14:40:00.002+08:00

I HOPE THIS WILL BE THE

LAST

AND

FINAL

TIME !!!

2009-07-03T15:57:00.003+08:00

7days to drinking celebration

8days to BBQ celebration

11days to actual Birthday

seems like its gonna be a happening month of July for me !

was busy with the invitation list as many had not confirm their presence with me.
food and beverages was then, not confirmed as well.
venue for night outing for friday ? i dunno !
things seems to be so confused at the moment.
i wanna get all things done asap !
i wouldnt wan a last min celebration.
i wan everything to be well organised.

well, had mentioned to dear tat i wan a Batam or Bintan 2D1N trip on 13-14th July.
not sure if he would notice it.

lalalaaaa ~ ~ ~

2009-06-26T10:04:00.003+08:00

Ladies Nights Out !!!

Grazebelle NaNa Pauline

PeiYun NaNa AiNah

NaNa PeiYun

PeiYun AiNah

PeiYun XinXin

2009-06-23T23:36:00.005+08:00

attended steph's wedding at Excelsior Hotel on Mon.
she looked prettier and of cus much happier and gradient than last time
hope she'll have a blissful marriage
esther and jimmy was present at the event too,
when the bride and groom was about to enter the
ballroom during their 2nd march in,
Esther turned and said :

"this is the fourth Destiny's waitress getting married,
when will it be ur turn ? "

i listened silently and gave her a smile back.
she had brought up this same question
during girl girl's wedding last yr
oh mine !
i wish to get married also !
but mr right haven appear how to marry right !
haissss
my wish is to get married before 25,
right now, i'm 1 mth more to 21, which means
i still have got 4 long yrs for me to slowly see and choose wisely
i understand tat such things cannnot be rushed.
the more u want, the more it is away frm u.
so let's nature take its courses then !

meanwhile, nana will be back !
wahahahahahahahah . . .

IT'S A GIRLIE AFFAIR ON PH WED NIGHT !!!

2009-06-22T17:40:00.004+08:00

THE LIMELIGHT OF THIS POST !!!

MR GIGANTIC ME TO YOU BEAR BEAR FROM ECP !!!

we were about to go off after walking around the bear-catching area.
there was none tat caught my eye and told dear not to waste $$ today.
just as i was about to turn back and approach dear's car,
the china man hugged this giant greyish thingy to the jackpot machine
and put it inside.
my 1st glance was dunno wat cheapo thingy they gonna
put inside and waste ppl's money again.
but second thought strike me straight when it turned out
to be this gigantic Me to You bear.
it caught the attraction of many as its as big as the size of
me when i'm sitted with both legs crossed.
dearie asked if i wanted this bear, i say would like to but
i doesnt wanna waste money.

5 Jackpots for this large bear, its time-consuming and
money wasting !

Dearie was determined to hit the 5 jackpots and off we went with this new
fren tat he caught with $150 and it took us around 1.5hrs.

Here we go ~

Xin Xin's new fren

Pics of me & sis taken by xinxin

dearie, i love u hell lots when u're not venting ur temper on me.
u're so damn sweet u know?
but only when ur temper is not so bad.
i'm still waiting for u to take pic with bear bear !
love ya darling !

2009-06-16T13:50:00.003+08:00

i'm totally broke and penniless.
pls bring forward 20th June.
PLEASE !!!

will be heading to night safari on wed with dearie,
sisterhood might be joining , reschedule to thurs then.
wed will be our ladies night ! hahaha.

discussed my bdae celebration with sisterhood
@ coffee bean last night.
had came to a decision tat we will drink @ sabai on fri , 10/06/09
and BBQ on 11/06/09 under my blk.
was offered a reasonable and discounted price @ sabai by cute's bro.
intended to celebrate @ PH,
but come to think of that, it will be too packed and turns everyone down.
sabai will be a good idea.

bong was right !
from my 18th bdae onwards,
my bdae celebrations will have to do with liquors. LOL
and i'm talking abt large amount of liquors being consumed,
in a single night.
things will not be peaceful as my daddy will be around too.

received steph's wedding invitation
on this coming monday, 22th June.
dun think i'll be attending as its
too last min and i cant get off.
i hereby wish u a blissful marriage girl !

*i do not have the motivation to work recently,
maybe a change of environment might
be better for me.*

2009-06-12T12:10:00.003+08:00

Medical Certified for ytd and today.

movie last night !
damn damn nice + frightening + funny movie !
a 4.5/5 star rate !
movie of the yr !
Must watch !

movies on pending !

" bumble bee !!! "
a must watch for me !

although i dunno this well,
but felt like watching !

this seems interesting !

the one tat goes
" i'm just a man over the phone, u'll probably the last fren i'll make "

meeting yunnie go gai gai later.
might be hitting town or bugis ?
we'll see !

2009-06-09T15:40:00.001+08:00

2009-06-01T20:07:00.002+08:00

this headache of mine had been f*cking bugging me since 2 weeks back
the pain is like all concentrating at the middle which is jus the in between
part of my eyes. it doesnt comes and go !
it will stay all the way untill i fall alseep.
is this an illness ?
i visited the doctor but he just gave me some painkillers.
its my 1st time like tat. what had happened to me ?

IT'S KILLING MEEEEE ~~~ !!!!!! HELP !!!

2009-05-31T15:39:00.002+08:00

LV DAMIER SALEYA GM

LV DAMIER NEVERFULL GM

LV DAMIER ELISE WALLET

should i get saleya or neverfull ?
saleya comes with a zip, convenient for me to leave
my bag in some BBQ areas or clubbing.
neverfull's design is nicer and its the lastest design
which just came in town not long ago.
OR
should i just get a wallet (as promised to be given by mum but dunno she got buy anot)
as my old wallet CMI liao

bdae celebration changed, no more @ my hse,
will be having BBQ + Buffet under my block.
this way, mummy no need to pack alot.
night activities still considering.
pls give me some ideas . . .

2009-05-31T15:00:00.001+08:00

I HOPE FOR A BETTER JUNE ! ! !

2009-05-27T15:36:00.003+08:00

should i start finding another job ?
my office is moving to the far far away paya lebar in Aug or Sep.
thinking of the distance which i need to travel makes
me reluctant to travel to work.
if i'm finding another job, what should i work as ?

office ? which i've been working for yrs,
sales ? am i good at promoting and standing for long hrs ?
government job ? can i stand the bored bored hrs ?

frens & sis, pls guide me tru, i'm really in a dilemma on
deciding what my future will be like ?
standing serving cust or sitting in front of coms
i've only got a O level cert and i hope to continue
my studies now but financially, i''m tight.
should i really end this job or continue 1st.

PLS GUIDE ME !!!

alright, today is wed, will be working till 6pm,
dear to fetch me and will be heading to ah mei's bdae
celebration @ boat quay !

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOGU MEI !!! "

offday tmr, seriously i feel like joining zw to dbl o.
but there's always someone i will need to consider =(
we'll see how then . . .

2009-05-20T13:34:00.002+08:00

booked the tics for angel and demon tonight.
knock off at 6pm,
cousin sent me home,
dear come to fetch me,
jalan jalan abit den off to movie.
is tat all for a wed night plus thurs offday ?

peeps ! my hp will be waiting for calls . . .

2009-05-19T15:42:00.004+08:00

I WANNA WATCH

AND

NOT FORGETTING

2009-05-15T14:34:00.002+08:00

Friday ! 15/05/09

not a good day for me.
was late for work by 3mins.
i intend to get a smiley for my May report card
which means - no error, no MCs, no late.
i broke one of the criteria.
no more smiley for me and
there goes my $50 taka voucher ! sigh ~

i dashed up to my office once i alighted the cab,
while hurrying, as i walk,
i saw a very familiar brownish tote on my colleague's table !
guess wat !
its the Damier Neverfull GM which i had always wanted !
imagine tats the bag which i'd eyed on and longed to have
since last July but was told tat it will only be out for stock
this coming Nov @ SG,
right now, its on my colleague's desk !
the heart wrenching feeling ! urghhhh ! ! !
UNBEARABLE SIA !
ok, i know i've got no neng li to purchase this
elegant yet so dear to me but expensive precious
seeing others carrying it, the feeling its like
slapping on my face for a few times,
and giving me a hard kick on my tummy
with a deep stab towards my heart !
how PAINFUL it is !

once, i told myself,
to only get a LV once every yr.
been in love with this label since i'm in sec.
i love the brand, the design, the colour, the shape,
the texture, the smell, the everything & everything !!!
caught no attention to the neighbouring label but only
to this one and only LOUIS VUITTON !
damn ! how come Gucci or Prada didnt catch my attention ?
there will be lesser pressure as it dun cost as much !

alright, enough of my grievences.
gotta face up to the truth & reality.
picking up my headset, set my call to ready mode and here it comes !
ringgggg.... ringgggg....
"afternoon, nana here ~"

2009-05-13T10:51:00.004+08:00

Wednesday !

Finally i endure tru.
hasnt gotten a off or rest day since last thurs.
been working for 7days consecutively.
good thing tat he came to fetch me aft work
for the past few days,
if not i will be dead damn beat !
hasnt been clubbing for these few weeks.
guess i'm changing for the better again
i'm contented with my new life now
however, i hope it wont end up to be
another failure like the previous one i had.

i wanna go JB !
but bong wants to go KL & Genting.
i hope we can go overseas together again.
this time round, more ppl = more fun
with Geeky, Where, maybe Yen, Jacin & Huixin.

looking forward to 6pm !
time to knock off and enjoy my offday tmr !

2009-05-11T16:11:00.002+08:00

POTATOE SALAD !!!

LOL, i will i will i will !!!
need to wait for my offday ma.
fast fast de ok ? =)

Y brought me to Lavender Foodcourt for prawn mee last night
after running some errands.
the soup base is thick and sweet with
4x big head prawn sliced into half on a bowl,
while the other bowl is my bee hoon mee dry with the powerful chilli sauce.
damn tempting! as i describe and type, my craving become more.

cravings for the following
- dim sum
- soyabean curd
- prawn mee
- lor mee
- macdonald

2009-05-10T18:51:00.005+08:00

Y, brought me to prawning last night !
went to a damn ulu place named Kranji Resort.
did some research on this place as i had always wanted to
book a bungalow chalet for my bdae.
however, didnt managed to book one cus of my budget and vancancy.

http://www.dkranji.com.sg/index.html - Kranji Resort

there's 19 resort rooms for twins or triples only.
not for a group chalet like those in Costa Sand or Aloha.
an open space bar with live band till 1am just beside the entrance
the only thing tat is not convenient - tat we need to have a transport to get there
they do provide shuttle service but not for 24 hrs.
the place is located damn deep inside some deserted area with lil lights ~ hahahaha
room rates aint stated in the webbie.
prawn farm is located just beside the last resort

been thinking abt my 21st bdae party lately.
i know its only May now but time passes fast !
gotta start planning before July's coming so i will have sufficient
time, cash, energy and organising.
the plan should be having buffet at my hse in the evening then
off to enjoy our night at some clubs !
this way, i'm able to celebrate with my family members and
my closest frens, not as extravagant as the past.
a few is enough to be happy & meaningful, not many =)
a lesson learnt on my 18th bdae party !

some of my bdae wish :
- LV Damier Elise wallet (i know tats impossible. haha)
- LV Damier NeverFull GM (impossible too)
- Samsung F480 (gold ! jealous the one Y had ! )
- to have lots of $$$
- to highlight my hair
- to slim down by 10kg
- ppl around me to be happy and strike 4D !!!

2009-05-09T11:07:00.003+08:00

went to a thai temple @ redhill around 0030 last midnight as
its Vesak Day today.
its my 1st time to a thai temple.
the place is quite packed with lots of middle age youngsters and
DOT COMs with piercings and arts of their bodies.
not as many aunties and uncles as its already in the wee hours.
not much differences between a thai temple and chinese temple only that
there are quite a handful of monks in yellow robe petrolling the temple
and chanting in various places,
Statues of GuanYin , SiJiaMoNi and some thai god.
the whole temple was well organised and look beautifully grand.

i wanted to visit the GuanYin temple @ Bencoolen St last night
before heading to thai temple
but wasnt sure if its opening till midnight
i'm working today and tmr, so
will not have a chance to pray during these few days.
we took a 50-50 chance and drive there,
disappointment filled me when the whole street wasnt lighted
and the gates of the temple was closed.

will be celebrating popo's bdae at Sakura tonight with my
whole entire family tree.
its a big event, the only eldest precious gem, who will not attend right ?
dinner will hit off around 8pm.
i will knock off around 5.30pm.
should i head down to GuanYin temple during the remaining free time ?
arghhhh ! quite inconvenient if i'm going there, super packed as well.
maybe i'll just pray at the GuanYin temple near my hse.

2009-05-07T14:03:00.003+08:00

1404 and i am sitting in front of my com.
its my offday but i woke up @ 10am.
i'm waiting for tat idiotic ass to wake up !
sleeping like a pig cum log !
called dunno how many times - no ans
when answered, claim will wake up but nv.
continue sleeping again .
i give up ! let u sleep till u wake up then let me know !
will be home in this super duper humid weather !
i wish i could go swimming now.
how good if the pool @ Pandan CC is still opened.
i could have changed and soak myself in the water till evening.
been abcdefgh yrs since i last swim.
no companion, lack of time, lazy to visit the nearest pool @ Clementi,
too much fats in me tat doesnt boost my confidence in wearing my swim suit
all of the excuses had opposed me to swim again.
thinking back, i used to swim 2 or 3 times a week when
i'm in primary school days which causes my broad shoulders.
seldom swim during secondary much lesser than now.

gotta clean up my cupboard !
mummy is nagging as the compilation of my bags is getting higher
and is collecting lots of dust !
my mum hate dust !
her everyday enemy cum besties cum buddy !

mummy mummy !!! i love you !
Mother's Day is round the corner but
i still couldnt think of wat to get for u.
u always say no need no need, no need waste $$.
but its once in a yr, the only day to show how great mother love is
will think of a surprise for u ! loveya

2009-05-04T10:31:00.008+08:00

" I believe everything happens for a reason.

People change so that you can learn how to let go

Things go wrong, so that you appreciate them when they're right

You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,

and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together "

This phrase was given to me.
I think i fit perfectly to what is mentioned above.
Isnt it meaningful ? I know wat u're trying to hint (to the one who sent me this)
Esp the sentence in red.

Found another meaningful proverbs while browsing tru :

For those who dun understand or dunno how to read, here my interpret & han yu pin ying:

shuo le you bu ting - say already still dun listen

ting le you bu dong - listen already still dunno

bu dong you bu wen - dunno still dowan to ask

wen le you bu zuo - ask already still dun do

zuo le you zuo cuo - do already still do wrong

cuo le you bu ren - wrong already still dun admit

ren le you bu gai - admit already still dun change

gai le you bu fu - change already but not happy

bu fu you bu shou - not happy still dun say

I know it may be i'm too free to upload these phrases, however after thinking back and ananlysing these words, its somehow quite true and its human nature to do and feel like described from the phrases. Well done to the one who came up with these !

2009-05-03T16:25:00.002+08:00

PH with Bong, PY, ZW, Ainah & Carrot
it's been quite awhile since we last club as a group.
didnt enjoyed as much as before.
didnt know wat went wrong, might be the crowd ? the music ?
or are we too into "Safari's" style. LOL *bang bang* hahahaha

sisterhood planned to go Genting again end of the yr.
they're too into the mushroom farm !!!
let me learn how to cook like them den u all can visit
ah zhu's farm le. no need to travel so long distance. =)

its been long since i made my fav dishes.
reminding me of the days when i would wake up early to make
potatoe salad, mini bread pizza, spagetti for zhumeimei before
heading to work @ Destiny.
sometimes tom yum soup if i'm too free and in high spirit.
should find sometime to favour zhumeimei and sisterhood's appetite again
after such a lengthy period.

hey girls! let's have a tom yum steamboat @ my hse maybe next week ?
if all are agreeable ! den i shall start planning.
will get zhumama to cook ur fav fried rice =)

gimme an answer when u saw this post sis !

2009-05-01T00:30:00.009+08:00

Genting Trip on 24-o4-o9 ~ 26-o4-o9

Day 1 - 24/04/09 Fri

0500 - woke up to prepare breakfast for my gfs

0600 - Bong & PY cabbed to my place & pick me up before heading to ZW's

0630 - reached golden mile complex, waited for Carrot's arrival

0645 - getting tickets from GrassLand Tour Counter

0715 - board our Super VIP coach

0745 - headed to Tuas Checkpoint then to Msia's checkpoint

0900 - reached our 1st stop point, the place with filthy & smelly toilets & lots of mosquitos

1130 - stopped by 2nd destination for toilet breaks, again, smelly toilets

1515 - reached Genting Highland !!! checked in our interlinked room @ First World Hotel

1600 - unpacked our belongings, Mary Brown for lunch

1700 - Indoor & Ourdoor Theme Park with PY & Carrot. Scary cat ZW & Bong went back to hotel

1900 - Explored the "Haunted House" which cus 2x blueblack on my kneecap & arms

2100 - Mushroom Farm for our dinner cum supper

2230 - Back to hotel to rest

2330 - all of us cant get to sleep, lingered around the basement with our FBT shorts & jacket ! Damn bloody cold lor. LOL

0100 - Hotel & sleep

Day 2 - 25/04/09 Sat

1000 - Rise & Shine

1100 - Cable car-ed to a place then took 'Ba Wang' car to KL Sungei Wang

1300 - shopped & had our self-scooped mix veggie rice

1700 - hiring cab to Genting but none

1800 - bus back to the cable car place & took 'Ba Wang' car back to Genting

2000 - Mushroom Farm for dinner, more dishes this time round

2200 - Back to Hotel

2300 - Chatted & Gossip

0015 - Headed down to Genting's Club, Safari, with funny ppl dancing like animals =)

0200 - back to hotel & rested for the night

Day 3 - 26/04/09 Sun

1200 - rise & shine, only PY & me in room as Bong, Carrot & ZW went out early in the morning

1430 - Bong & co bought breakfast for me & PY

1445 - Getting ready to head back to the bus terminal for our Buses back to Spore

1500 - Board our Grassland VIP coach

1800 - 1st stop @ the super filthy & smelly & gross & lots of mosquitos place again

2100 - reach spore custom

2130 - share cab with Bong, PY & ZW, while Carrot took one herself

2200 - HOME SWEET HOME !!!

An enjoyable trip with my dearest sisters as this is our 1st overseas trip. Bought not much things but spent majority on food, transport & entertainment. They are all addicted to the food at Mushroom Farm and even wanted to visit Genting again towards end of the yr. OMG !
The weather is very cooling and when it comes to night, we will all be freezing like hell with our FBT shorts. LOL

check out the pics & videos of our 3D2N Adventure @ Genting Highland !

2009-04-24T02:17:00.004+08:00

HEY PPL !!!

I'M OFF TO GENTING !!!
WILL BE BACK ON SUN EVENING.
HERE'S SOME PIC SO TAT U CAN
TAKE A LOOK
WHEN U MISS ME =)
BYE ~